zimm – life story كلمات اغاني
(verse 1)
so sick of not talking, i’m sick of the loses
sick of never having cash up in my wallet
i see the plug calling and i’m feeling nauseous
cause i know in a minute i could have a stash up in my closet
and if i need to i can make it flip
for the very first time up in my life i finally had a grip
but the streets keep calling i hope i don’t slip
cause it would only take a call for me to get a script
d-mn, you don’t know what i been through
so many times i had a barrel to my temple
so f-cking tempted to just pop it like a pimple
with so many problems i just wish the sh-t was simple
my parents always worked so i hung out on the streets
my roles models all popped pills and smoked weed
and i seen it all when i was only 13
every time i looked around i seen a mothaf-ckin’ dope fiend
this whole town went to sh-t
every week another overdosin kid i grew up with
i thought this was supposed to be a good place to raise your kids
but everywhere you look you see somebody f-cked up off some sh-t
i used to think that i was cool
gripping a bottle smoking blunts and then skipping school
i’m so f-cking sorry for things i put my mama through
every time i screamed up in your face i shoulda hugged you
all she wanted was for me to go and graduate
i finally did i seen the tears rollin down her face
the first time i felt normal since 2008
that’s the year my pap got sick the next he p-ssed away
on christmas morning and it f-cked me up
to tell the truth i think that’s the reason i turned to drugs
started getting into fights and then acting tough
acting out to every single person that showed me love
sometimes i feel like no one understands me
i’m feeling like a black sheep in front of my d-mn family
my moms disappointed telling me all the things that i can be
a doctor a lawyer but that just don’t make me happy
this the life i chose, sometimes i’m feeling high but it’s mostly lows
there he goes
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