tom macdonald – lucky you كلمات اغاني
[verse 1]
i never fit in at school and work was a headache
i struggled all my life to be happy and get the rent payed
the only friends i had were in my head on cassette tapes
i got bullied half to death, i was stressed, i felt like some dead weight
i kept it to myself and bottled everything inside
and every tiny piece of me i felt like peoplе wouldn’t like
i tried to hide thеm in the deepest, darkest corners of my mind
and when i cried i was embarrassed, told my parents i was fine
i was ashamed, but i just wanted mom to hold me
so afraid i medicated daily when i smoked weed
i couldn’t come to terms with all the reasons i was bullied
so i slowly built my walls up over time until i noticed i was lonely
[pre_chorus]
i felt like they forgot me
neglected by everybody
i would fantasize about shoveling dirt on their bodies
looking back i was lucky that i survived and i made it
and they’re lucky i used my imagination
[chorus]
i kept it all inside, been bottled up for all this time
(you’re so funny)
lucky you
i ain’t a kid no more, i’ll beat your ass and go to court
(n0body)
f_ck you
[verse 2]
yeah, i couldn’t fit in with the kids, i was the outcast
started skipping school ’cause i was happier without class
tried to drown it out with fruity alcohol and loud rap
i wonder if those kids are sorry now, somehow i doubt that
i blocked it out for twenty years, it still hurts, the pills worked
but i still can’t forget how much it k!lled me, need to heal first
talkin’ to my therapist, afraid i’m weak, i will learn
at least the bad experiences turned into an ill verse
i remember when these kids invited me to dinner
they poured water on my head from the roof with a pitcher
they could’ve actually k!lled me, it was the middle of the winter
i walked home frozen solid, frostbitten and bitter
[pre_chorus]
i felt like they forgot me
neglected by everybody
i would fantasize about shoveling dirt on their bodies
looking back i was lucky that i survived and i made it
and they’re lucky i used my imagination
[chorus]
i kept it all inside, been bottled up for all this time
(you’re so funny)
lucky you
i ain’t a kid no more, i’ll beat your ass and go to court
(n0body)
f_ck you
[bridge]
i felt so small and worthless
i thought that i deserved it
i kept it under the surface
but i gotta let it out
and right now is perfect
[chorus]
i kept it all inside, been bottled up for all this time
(you’re so funny)
lucky you
i ain’t a kid no more, i’ll beat your ass and go to court
(n0body)
f_ck you
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