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sentient anomaly – life is not a fucking anime كلمات اغاني

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[verse 1]
when i decided i was gonna go to a language school in j_pan, i was quite excited
it had been ages since i had been in a real school environment
in my high school
back in my youth
there were no girls, so
it was all boring from the get go
so i thought this was gonna be my second chance
at having a fun time, back to school again
meet new people and make new friends, but also, mostly
meeting new girls was the thing i was really looking forward to, honestly
so kinda like for mental preparation and in antic_p_tion
i started watching anime about high schools and graduation
just like those characters in those anime
who always еnd up in love with their classmate
in somе weird and funny storyline
i started imagin’ how it would be
if the same thing would happen to me
just imagine the possibility
of sitting every day next to someone who’s into me
or someone who’s cold at first, but eventually
opens up her heart and lets you in
well it all sounds cheesy, but honestly
it got me dreaming of what will be
i just wished of having some sort of school romance, what can i say
i started things like kimagure orange road, and i went all the way
but twentyfour months of classes, and two different schools later, i no longer have this fantasy
my school life was so underwhelming and flat, that all my dreams have disappeared
now i never hope i could have a life like that, ‘cause now to me it’s very clear
that in real life nothing happens
nothing happens, you just get rejected

[pre_chorus]
now if my brain
ever tries to wish again
that my life could be
exciting like that sh_t i’ve seen
that something will develop
out of an ordinary situation
i remind myself how last time i felt only the frustration
and i tell myself, with disappointment and indignation
[chorus]
clearly you’ve seen that life is not a f_cking anime
each day is a new episode but they are all the f_cking same
you meet no f_cking girl, n0body ever really f_cking cared
there is no happy ending, happy middle, happy anything

clearly you’ve seen that life is not a f_cking anime
you’re not the main guy, just a random background character
you wanna fall in love, live and laugh, but all you get is sh_t
there is no happy ending, happy middle, happy anything

[verse 2]
let me explain…

besides the fact that at first none of us spoke j_panese
so there was no way to communicate with ease
besides the fact that english speakers were like two or three
besides the fact that half of the school spoke chinese
while the other half korean, and i speak none of these

i was cut out
those who could understand each other would become mates
so without me, groups were made
but that’s okay, not sunny all days
i kept studying j_panese, and anyways
i tried to socialize
and talk to girls, ‘cause otherwise
i knew my loneliness would keep on eating me inside
and so i’m pretty sure that i became infamous in that school
‘cause i actually did ask some girls out, but they must have seen me as a fool
who tries his luck with just about anyone
and to no surprise n0body gave a f_ck
so at some point i stopped even trying talking to girls
it just felt like even just trying it would hurt me more
and every day was super boring
i was sitting next to two guys who’d mostly ignore me
one of them wouldn’t even say good morning
the other was always on his phone and yawning
i tried to at least make friends at that point
i asked, guys, how you doing
would you like to join
to this place that i’m going?
but they didn’t really care, so i went alone
ate my lunch in silence and then back straight home
to be honest
this whole school life was so disappointing
i just felt like f_ck this sh_t, i wanna stop going

[pre_chorus]
now if my brain
ever tries to wish again
that my life could be
exciting like that sh_t i’ve seen
that something will develop
out of an ordinary situation
i remind myself how last time i felt only the frustration
and i tell myself, with disappointment and indignation

[chorus]
clearly you’ve seen that life is not a f_cking anime
each day is a new episode but they are all the f_cking same
you meet no f_cking girl, n0body ever really f_cking cared
there is no happy ending, happy middle, happy anything

clearly you’ve seen that life is not a f_cking anime
you’re not the main guy, just a random background character
you wanna fall in love, live and laugh, but all you get is sh_t
there is no happy ending, happy middle, happy anything

[verse 3]
but wait there’s more
i saved the best for last
and this is a true story eh

so every three months some students would change
some new faces would join the course halfway
while some other would graduate and go away
so i wake up, today new school period, it’s the first day
hurry and get up, i need to get serious, don’t wanna be late
i get the elevator, after i lock my front door
going down from the ninth floor
the doors open just one below
and that’s when i see this girl
and she gets in too
i kinda look at her
and i was like wouh
she looks kinda cute, no?
and just like me, she must be living alone
haha, well, what do you know…

then the moment passed
i forgot about her quite fast
i got to school, and i saw some new people in my class
so these are the new students, uh?
but wait a sec…. oh what the fu_!
that’s the same girl, i think
oh my god, am i seeing things?
no, yeah, that’s her
no no, i’m pretty sure
so that’s my new classmate
and she lives below me, that’s pretty insane

and my brain was like:
“this is like an anime, definitely
and i can see how this is happenin’
a new girl comes from nowhere
and it turns out she’s now your classmate
and for the sake of the plot
she also lives in your building, so that means you will see her a lot
wow this is definitely like an anime going on
i wonder what will happen from now on”

so fantasizing wildly was now my brain’s new purpose
started picturing all scenarios in which we end up becoming close
like we are studying together, for an exam next day
then some silly things happen, while we are at my place
like a thunderstorm starts, and she is really scared
and when the power goes out, she say “tonight can i stay?”

ah_hh…
that’s just my fantasy, right?
but i mean…

i’m a boy, you are a girl
we’re both alone away from home
and we walk the same way
when we come and when we go
then we spend 20 hours every week in the same classroom
and the distance in between us is really just one floor
so we could try to give it a go
because i mean, why not?
i just makes sense to me
that eventually
we could have a thing
what would be wrong with it?
i was just hoping for a little affection
maybe find a good companion
for when i feel down with no one to talk to
we could study, then have fun, then have dinner too
i was hoping for an accomplice
who would pretend she doesn’t know me
during class, so they don’t notice
but in reality, yeah, we having something going

so yeah, basically…
i very gently tried to approach her when the lessons were done
and walk back with her, ask about her, what she does for fun
and saying like wow, how crazy is that
we live in the same building, just a different flat
i told her you know, maybe when you get bored
we can do something together, just knock on my door
and sure
i was down to do it right away
but when i talked to her i never said it that way
i didn’t want her to get scared of me and run away
but i noticed that after a couple of times
that we walked together outside
she would just start avoiding me
and either rush herself to be ahead of me
and not meet me in the street
or stay behind
so we wouldn’t be returning at the same time

and to be honest?
i was heartbroken
i lived six months a few meters from her
and she preferred to stay a lone
than let me get to know
what kind of person she was
i mean, fine, we don’t have to become f_ck buddies or make babies
but i was being avoided by her like i had f_cking rabies
in that period i was so alone
i had to go watch endgame on my own
i just couldn’t understand why
she wouldn’t even want to try
even just as friends, or even just to study together
i felt so unwanted, i’ll remember forever

[pre_chorus]
now if my brain
ever tries to wish again
that my life could be
exciting like that sh_t i’ve seen
that something will develop
out of an ordinary situation
i remind myself how last time i felt only the frustration
and i tell myself, with disappointment and indignation

[chorus]
clearly you’ve seen that life is not a f_cking anime
each day is a new episode but they are all the f_cking same
you meet no f_cking girl, n0body ever really f_cking cared
there is no happy ending, happy middle, happy anything

clearly you’ve seen that life is not a f_cking anime
you’re not the main guy, just a random background character
you wanna fall in love, live and laugh, but all you get is sh_t
there is no happy ending, happy middle, happy anything

[chorus]
clearly you’ve seen that life is not a f_cking anime
each day is a new episode but they are all the f_cking same
you meet no f_cking girl, n0body ever really f_cking cared
there is no happy ending, happy middle, happy anything

clearly you’ve seen that life is not a f_cking anime
you’re not the main guy, just a random background character
you wanna fall in love, live and laugh, but all you get is sh_t
there is no happy ending, happy middle, happy anything

- sentient anomaly

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