poetic mind – tormented by my own mind كلمات اغاني
[hook: boy melody]
i don’t know what happens when you die nah
so im just tyin to get it while alive yeah
heaven won’t you let me in
i have gambled everything
i can tell you how its gonna end
i’ll be counting millis in a benz
i’ve let go of all my fear
i don’t need a souvenir
verse: pm
i’m fatigued and i’m breaking apart
from the choices i’ve made in the start
to the habits in my heart
i’m bent out of shape, my circle is smaller
how can i reach out, when i wish i was taller
i really hope you know i hate the way that i am
why i do these things? doubting that i’m a man
cuz all of my life is consistent with this pain
anger and hate from past actions i’ve made
i say that i’m okay but really it’s fake
instead of speaking with my physical voice
i do it through music like it was a unconditional choice
i wanna speak out but the stress it won’t let me
i’m nervous in my chest, to the people who don’t get me
i push people away i don’t know what i’m becoming
demons on my chest so it’s hard for me to let the love in
[hook: boy melody]
i don’t know what happens when you die nah
so im just tyin to get it while alive yeah
heaven won’t you let me in
i have gambled everything
i can tell you how its gonna end
i’ll be counting millis in a benz
i’ve let go of all my fear
i don’t need a souvenir
verse: pm
it’s like
all of my emotions pent up and just bottled
i try to act strong but my demons they just battle
i stayed to the darkness even when i found the light
looking to the future
wondering what will my life be like ?
i want to change but i’m falling behind
toxic thoughts from years ago replay up in my mind
and it’s hard to show love when you’ve been betrayed
the scars that remain, won’t cease unto its fade
feels like i don’t fit in with the society
they don’t understand so they laugh and doubting me
sitting in the backseat quietly
but in my head it’s loud
how to settle down anxiety?
i right all my emotions hoping i recover
but i still suffer
it just seems i project pain inside to another
it’s hard to show love when i don’t love myself
look into the mirror, reflections judging myself
[hook: boy melody]
i don’t know what happens when you die nah
so im just tyin to get it while alive yeah
heaven won’t you let me in
i have gambled everything
i can tell you how its gonna end
i’ll be counting millis in a benz
i’ve let go of all my fear
i don’t need a souvenir
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