midwxst – :/ (midwxst2) كلمات اغاني
[intro]
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[verse]
i’ve been making all these songs ’cause this sh_t been helping
i don’t really talk about sh_t, not telling
people tryna act like they know how i’m feeling
late at night crying on my knees, i’m kneeling
spark one up just to stop my thoughts
my emotions on the shelf, n_gga, know they unreeling
i don’t ever talk about sh_t ’cause i don’t want anyone to worry about me
i’ve been tryna distract myself from everything in front of my eyes and keep it lowkey
but it’s hard when you’re stuck with your thoughts at night
when you battle [?] f_ckin’ fight or flight
and when people see you, it’s a stereotypе
think my light going out like a firefly
and this burden is hеavy, no, it ain’t light
i don’t want no one saying they want my life
i’ve been working my ass off, no, this sh_t did not come in a day, no, it’s not overnight
when i do sh_t i love, n_ggas say that it sucks
but then when i make sh_t that i hate, know it’s never enough
’cause i wanna blow up, but this sh_t not for me
in a hotel crying whenever i be touring
’cause i don’t know what the f_ck i wanna be
i don’t what the f_ck n_ggas expect of me
tryna fill up a hole in my heart, in my body, my chest, i’ve been tryna close this cavity
i can say i got closure and say i’m okay, but i know that i’m not, i know that i’m empty
i’m just tryna keep this sh_t pushing for all of my fans and my family, you know how it be
i can say that i’m whole, but i’m not even half
of the d_mn person i was before all these tracks
i don’t put sh_t in the past
putting this happiness on my face, that sh_t’s a mask
i make a song in one night, nextly i delete the song ’cause i hate my d_mn voice
i’ve never been f_cking confident in myself ever since i was a lil’ f_cking boy
so when people say that my music, it sucks and it’s mid, n_gga, that sh_t get to me, destroys
the small amount of myself that was believing in me, n_gga, this sh_t feel like it’s a toy
this sh_t a game, i don’t even want all this fame
sometimes i feel like a lame, stay in my lane
wan’ go to sleep and never wake up, don’t wanna do this again
people think i’m insane, but i just be speaking my thoughts and emotions into my d_mn mic
if i take one more hit of this blunt, just hope i go to sleep, don’t wake up tonight
sometimes when i smoke this sh_t k!ll me
always quiet in public, no one know the real me
i know my scars are not healing
’cause i’m chasing impossible, the f_cking feeling of being f_cking happy
for more than a day at a time
before i look right back in the past, i wish i could go back, i wish i could rewind
to the time where i never made music
to the time where i wasn’t foolish, wasn’t stupid
talking about open up, but i know that i need to listen to myself, need to use my own d_mn advice
hope that i succumb devices every f_cking night
i’ve been looking at my phone, this sh_t is f_cking devilish, i hate this f_cking device
people want talk to me like they my friends, but i know that they ain’t ever gon’ treat me real nice
[?] ’cause they only want the money, they only care about that d_mn price
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