juice wrld – eminem speaks كلمات اغاني
[spoken: eminem]
i think once i took my first vicodin, it was just like, this feeling of “ahh”
you know, like everything was not only mellow, but didn’t feel any pain
it just didn’t–, it just kind of numbed things
i don’t know at what point exactly it started to be a problem
i just remember likin’ it more and more
people tried to tell me that i had a problem
i would say, “get that f_ckin’ person out of here, i can’t believe they said that sh_t to me, they know nothin’ about my f_ckin’ life, are they out of their f_ckin’ mind?”
i’m not out there shootin’ heroin, i’m not out there f_ckin’, you know, puttin’ coke up my nosе, i’m not smokin’ crack
you’re struggling with the argument of “do you havе a problem, or do you not have a problem? can you control it, or can you not?”
and i literally thought i could control it
you’re taking things that people are giving you that, you don’t even know what the f_ck they are
they look like a pill, and they look– they’re shaped like something that you take, so you take it, you know?
xanax, valium, tomato_tomato
you know what i mean? it’s th_the same thing, it’s all in the same family, f_ck it, take it
had i had got to the hospital about two hours later, i would’ve died
my organs were shutting down, my liver, kidneys, everything
they were gonna have to put me on dialysis, they didn’t think i was gonna make it
my bottom was gonna be death, within a month, i had relapsed
and shot right back up to the same amount of pills that i was taking
i remember just walking around my house and thinking every single day, like, “i’m gonna f_cking die”, like, i’m_i’m looking at my kids, and i need to be here for this
coming off of everything, i literally was up twenty_four hours a day for three weeks straight
and i mean not sleeping, not even nodding off for a f_cking minute
like, i was literally just up, like, looking at the tv
i had to regain motor sk!lls, i had to regain talking sk!lls
it’s been a_a learning process, like, it’s been, i’m growing
i just couldn’t believe that anybody could ever be naturally happy, or naturally function, or be just enjoying life in general, without being on something
so, i would say that t_to anybody that i_it does get better, you know? it just– it does
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