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gurba (rapper) – in my mind كلمات اغاني

in my mind
there’s broken memories intertwined
i could go anywhere with time

(yeah)
my mind is racing at a million miles an hour
feel like tryna’ catch it ’cause sp_ce it something amata
all my life i felt out of place, like i belong to outer sp_ce
able to isolate myself to where i’m invisible even in a crowded sp_ce
so being where i don’t belong isn’t something that’s exactly new to me
hearing that i’ll never make it isn’t something that’s exactly news to me
but if i was doing this just for me and my thoughts, i would have stopped a long time ago
the mic would’ve dropped back when they said it was my time to go
i’m doing this for the one silenced, their whole life without a voice
lay at night with the pillow in their hand, thinking that they don’t have a choice
[?], don’t scratch that, ’cause i lay in that bed
yeah, i’m still fighting my monsters and i can’t say that i’m winning yet
but here’s a lesson because even slow progress is still progression
i know that you wanna have one good night, get rid of all your depression
he disappears only to come back as anything that you ever fantasize
you try to run, but it’s inevitable, you and him, standing eye to eye

in my mind
it’s like i committed a crime
in my mind
i could go anywhere with time
in my mind
there’s broken memories intertwined
with my mind
and it’s here to stay, and it’s here to stay
so take me as i am
i could fix up, look sharp, and still a broken man
i got to know my demons like the back of my hand
while receiving so many compliments backhanded from friends
made me think: “wait, hold up, who are my enemies then?”
i learned that actions speak words [?]
let me not play the victim, for my sins, i repent
who would’ve thought i’d paint these pictures with these stories i pen
i pay it to the man upstairs like i was given a rent
it’s god up top, all the time, i’m looking down as i sprint
towards everything that i shouldn’t have, and got me with guilt
waiting for my punishment, ’cause stress is bad for your health
don’t i deserve to be happy? could i please be myself?
i tried all the liquor and drugs hoping one would just help
i guess it’s me, myself, and i, a big [?]
i had to touch in my depression, few will know how i felt

in my mind
it’s like i committed a crime
in my mind
i could go anywhere with time
in my mind
there’s broken memories intertwined
with my mind
and it’s here to stay, and it’s here to stay
alone in a crowded room, but unable to see the view
while you’re staring at me, and i’m able to see right through
i’m going on a journey, this time i ain’t going alone
i’m taking you, i won’t be sure it’s gonna be long, so you better lace up them shoes
if you knew the thoughts i battled every night, i know you’d be proud
but i belong on stage, i can’t hide behind the faces in the crowd
i can’t keep letting my past interfere with the fence yet to take place
but it’s hard to move forward with these demons always in my face
mama’s telling me god’s grace will make ’em all somehow disappear
i swear the only reason i’m still here, i can’t have her shed a tear
i wish i knew my final goodbye was gonna be my final goodbye
the last time i looked in those eyes, and the final words that reply
the final time you and i ride, watching the sunset late at night
joking, and talking about life, falling in love for the first time
i swear, it’s just like a high that i try to chase to this day
these are just some of the thoughts that come across, i know they’re here to stay

and it’s here to stay, yeah, it’s here to stay
yeah, it’s here to stay, yeah, it’s here to stay

- gurba rapper

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