enjoyhell – thoughts of a broken mind كلمات اغاني
(intro: shiloh dynasty & enjoyh_ll)
you are a stranger
she wonders why?
i don’t trust n0body (i don’t trust n0body)
not even her
you are a stranger
she wonders why?
i don’t trust n0body (yuh)
not even her
not even_ (okay)
(verse)
curses, curses
i feel like i’m worthless
slowly escalating to the top but i’m still hurting
burdened, burdened
locked up in my cell of a room i swear i’m feeling so d_mn f_cking deserted
is it worth it?
missed your facetime i’m imperfect
always tryna fix everyone else like i’m the surgeon
i’m always f_cking there when n0body be there for me
like it’s just written in my dna got love inside my genes
i swear to god they all telling me they love me
back then they used to f_cking tell me i was nothing
funny how they switch up once i get the f_cking bucks in
fake ass people reasons why i just can’t trust sh_t
can i trust my friends?
am i alone until the end?
will i ever f_cking make it out this h_ll that i live in?
i wake up in the morning just to puke at six a.m
anxiety got me wishing that i was just f_cking dead
glock up to my head fill my brain up with the lead
can i end my f_cking pain and just forget my life instead?
live my life constantly fiending my body is filled with dread
it’s been two d_mn years since i been off of my meds
hold that sh_t just like a medal f_ck the xans i’m back again
yet everyday keep on struggling i crave it till i’m dead
so i lay here in my bed and go to sleep a f_cking gain
inside i’m a f_cking demon but outside i’m heaven sent
so what the f_ck do you expect?
i don’t cut i spit my blood into the microphone
crisscrossed personality bud and patron
i write my raps from all the times that i have felt alone
and f_ck all of the people who done left me at the tone
i’m f_cking anxious in my home
i take these hits straight to the dome
pack another f_cking bowl and take a hit to calm my soul
i can feel it in my body all these drugs have took their toll
but i just gotta keep on rapping know that i’m about to blow
always had that f_cking dream to headline my own show
and i know that it gone happen you can’t stop me no more
you ain’t ever gonna stop me i’m gone do it with my fam
with my friends, with my girl, and my motherf_cking fans
i done went from being sad to making music for the bands
i just went and f_cking ordered some new clothes straight from j_pan
you can’t tell me anymore i’m not a motherf_cking man
all the pain and sh_t i go through on the daily is no scam
and i’m writing all this music just to be a helping hand
for anyone who be hanging on as long as they can
swear to god i understand
living life’s a f_cking pain
it’s why i put it in my words and put that sh_t onto the page
i done k!lled the f_cking game don’t give a f_ck about my age
i done poured my f_cking heart out and i’m fried out of my brain
borderline f_cking insane
ain’t n0body keep me tame
i’m gonna keep on f_cking rapping til’ the day they know my name so
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