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downfvll – the last of us كلمات اغاني

what if the next breath was my last, would i be happy looking back on the past
or would i feel like i just missed it all, too busy trying to survive
and in the mirror, i see a man that’s tormented by the ghosts of the past, he about to fall
in my fantasy, the ghosts, i grabbed a shotgun and i shot em all

i’ve become a stranger to myself, for years, i was living for somebody else
and now there’s something strange in my brain, it’s kind of like im dependent on the pain
but wait, slowly im getting much stronger, i can’t feel anymore, there’s a numbness
realized the ways in which i wronged her, found a way, with no log pose or compass

i keep on walking at night in a city that’s way too big to be alone in
got a bottle, a pack of smokes, and i’m replacing love with every possible toxin
guess i really did pick my poison, towards the end there’s so much sh_t i phoned in
okay, i used up, every possible toxin

woke up, four years been living a dream
lesson learned, i understood, things are not what they seem
cos when i wake up now, i’m taking so many pills
like was it worth it, i don’t know, all i can do is scream

im f_cking messed up, hope this sh_t will get better
and it’s been a while now, and pretty soon i’ll forget her
cos i’ve changed, i mean just look at my dresser
i’ll never be the same again, i know i won’t ever get her

if there’s an apocalypse, then i’ll be the last of us
so many things i coulda done better, i f_cked em up
i got my dark thoughts with me, they afraid of us
i found god through making music, is it blasphemous
but don’t tell me, i don’t wanna know, cos this is all i got
sure i look better than ever, but it’s never enough
i can’t let somebody get close, i just be running off
and maybe they’ll start giving a f_ck if i scream loud enough

no sh_t, i don’t wanna die, i just wanna stop existing cos sometimes i get tired
of the lies, i had to tell myself to try and survive, all this time
im f_cking sick of people tryna find out, just what

(just what)

what the f_ck is going on inside of me
stop tryna heal me, why the f_ck won’t they just let me bleed
i wonder why i feel like i’m wired so differently
stop tryna help me, f_cks sake, the pain is what i need

we kind of were a recipe for a disaster
now i see it all, and all it’s bringing up is laughter
moving on, i’m writing more pages of a new chapter
but what if everything i try to build ends up like rapture

i can’t stand the thought of feeling empty on my deathbed
i wanna be remembered, wanna be inside all their heads
cos you ain’t dead til they stop thinking of you
maybe i can start fresh, maybe i can begin anew
i keep on walking at night in a city that’s way too big to be alone in
got a bottle, a pack of smokes, and i’m replacing love with every possible toxin
guess i really did pick my poison, towards the end there’s so much sh_t i phoned in
okay, i used up, every possible toxin

now you tell me, that you’re watching still
i don’t feel the same things for you that i once did
but i really wish you well, i don’t forget, but i forgive
and when i see the pictures finally i feel no sting

im at peace now, don’t know if we’ll meet again
but i’m letting go, so i’m feeling fine either way
im f_cking proud i did so much more in the four months than ever before, i didn’t even have to throw the pictures away

of course i f_cking know, what f_cking day it was last week
but i just can’t, cos you don’t hold the answers i seek
if im not sure who i am, at least i know what i need
it’s time im pretty sure you get it, you know what i mean

huh don’t you, seeing all my old problems in the rearview
all the memories, all the time i spent with you
it’s all gone, it’s all gone, it’s getting further away cos i put it all in my rearview

- downfvll

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