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carlos the rapper – helpless كلمات اغاني

[verse 1]
the old me is gone yeah i k!lled him
he was too sad about lil things
had to go tell him its okay
remember back when we we’re children
everything good it was chill then
growing up tough but it had to happen
my world was dark so i stuck to rapping
lights off now but my headphones on
and the bass in them it was really slapping
and i got my first mic with my birthday money
my first songs they were really funny
if i heard them now i would die laughing
but i only got better, it was worth it for me
and i got kicked out at seventeen
felt like lennon, just let me be
had my mic but no computer
didn’t have a place i could record
but i had my pen and a couple pads
and i wrote til my rhymes couldn’t get ignored
the man in the mirror all i did it for
and if i made it now, yeah my family win
but i chased this dream for myself of course
yeah

[verse 2]
knew that i had to go make it
wasn’t me tryna be famous
imagine you saying you wanna do rap
suddenly all of these haters
asking you ‘what are you doing you crazy?’
you ain’t a rapper its basic
go get a job man you wasting your time
but what about how i was hating my life
swear that this sh_t is what kept me alive
writing these rhymes is just how i survive
all of this sh_t on my mind
can’t even hide when i’m closing my eyes
they told me i’m grown up stop acting a kid you a man you supposed to be fine
but if i’m supposed to be fine and i’m not
and i find that i’m lost in the darkest place
why can’t they show support when i tell em loud that this sh_t right here is what makes me brave
and i hate this pain right to my core
can’t tell no one but the mic of course
i’m an introvert, these my hidden words
written in a verse, can’t you see i’m sure
now my sh_ll cracking
chasing heaven, what the h_ll happened
my connection gone to the real world, i’m coming back but its still lagging

[verse 3]
i don’t know if this will happen
but i hope that it does happen
i was scared of that nine_to_five
now its rhyme_or_die and i hate it
put my heart into a song then just hope
its on someones playlist
when will i know if i made it
swear i’m losing my patience
some days i’m the best at it
some days i’m not good enough
feel like i’m the next addict
get my cup and then fill it up
and i take these pills with that vodka still
and the doctor thinks that i’m fine
told him i would give it all for him to see in my mind

[bridge]
i’m holding onto the edge
this dont make sense in my head
might just go stay in my bed
i do not need to fine
maybe tomorrow be bless
maybe this all in my mind
maybe all of us stressed
something that happens with time
i feel alone in the busiest room
all by myself i don’t know what to do
i know my friends here, i see em around
they ask me whats up and i’m closing the tomb
withholding the truth yeah, i’m helpless
h__rding the pain, guess i’m selfish
they couldn’t help me i know that
numb to the pain they ain’t felt it

[hook] (x2)
but i’ll be okay in the morning
f_ck your help i don’t need, i dont want it
and when i go it will be without warning
had my calm now i know where the storm is
know where the storm is
i’m stuck to my pride
no i can’t see your judgement
theres nowhere to hide
when surrounded by evil
i’m closing my eyes
there’s a hole in my heart
and my head can’t decide

- carlos the rapper

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