bayview. – self-hatred. كلمات اغاني
[chorus]
self-hatred and love is what i feel
you lie to yourself and your gonna get yourself k!lled
i’m hurt by these people who laugh at my material
but i know this is my life and i want it to be real, real, real
self-hatred and love is what i feel
you lie to yourself and your gonna get yourself k!lled
i’m hurt by these people who laugh at my material
but i know this is my life and i want it to be real, real
[verse 1]
i take these words out of my mouth and write them to the pad
i’m sorry m— i wish you weren’t so sad
i hide in my room and i am so f-cking mad
i can’t speak to my dad that closeted b-tch i call him a f-g
and i learn from my mistakes, i say i’m glad
i’m speaking to scarlet, what meaning to life is this gonna add
god i pray that sometimes i had a grandad
but luckily i acknowledge that life isn’t so bad
i keep feeling love for m— over and over
that feeling is k!lling me like getting run over by a range rover
i ended this sh-t and now it haunts me in my dreams
who’s the immature one? is it the one that is the teen
i close my eyes and think of the color green
i’m haunted by my b-tch of stepsister, i call her nadine
i feel love, then no love, all the time
and i spit these rhymes and show love on every line
[chorus]
self-hatred and love is what i feel
you lie to yourself and your gonna get yourself k!lled
i’m hurt by these people who laugh at my material
but i know this is my life and i want it to be real, real, real
self-hatred and love is what i feel
you lie to yourself and your gonna get yourself k!lled
i’m hurt by these people who laugh at my material
but i know this is my life and i want it to be real
[verse 2]
happiness creeping in
depression is kicking in
i put my feelings in the bin
and given back under my skin
i don’t want to see you grin
but m— this ain’t the end
i hope we are still best friends
you are my heroin
what love do i have to feel to be your reverend
i will repent all your sins and be malevolent
[chorus]
self-hatred and love is what i feel
you lie to yourself and your gonna get yourself k!lled
i’m hurt by these people who laugh at my material
but i know this is my life and i want it to be real, real, real
self-hatred and love is what i feel
you lie to yourself and your gonna get yourself k!lled
i’m hurt by these people who laugh at my material
but i know this is my life and i want it to be real, real, real
[refrain]
i want it to be real, i want it to be real, i want it to be real, i want it to be real
i want it to be real, i want it, i want it, i want it, i want it, i want it, i want it
self-hatred and love is what i feel
you lie to, you lie to yourself and your gonna get yourself k!lled
you lie to yourself and your gonna get your, your gonna get yourself k!lled
your gonna get yourself k!lled, oh f-ck
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