amn3sia – behind the curtain كلمات اغاني
[verse]
sometimes it’s hard to see things from a different perspective
sometimes it’s hard to know who you’ve negatively affected
sometimes when things that should’ve gone great go awry
you should try to figure out why and come away having learned a lesson
what i didn’t talk about in ‘paradigm shift’ was all the times we would just sit in silence
both wishing that you could exit
like when we tried to sleep but couldn’t cause of the tension
and we both admitted we couldn’t see things lasting a single second
after you got back home
i was confident that i would end up alright on my own
it’s like i said when we were still stuck knowing each other through a phone
i would just find a girl to make moan, woah
you didn’t like that one bit, though
and i don’t blame you, in hindsight i was such a piece of sh_t, though
but you didn’t help starting arguments about cereal boxes
and other stupid sh_t that made me wanna jump out of the window
looking back i’d change a lot
but it wasn’t always my fault when we fought
there was just a certain kind of dream that we sought
and yours seemed to be telling me that my dreams were all for naught
even when you saw it first_hand you thought
that my plan to get the f_ck out of dodge was based on naiveness and all for a plot
cause everything is just a soap opera to me, isn’t it?
well i’d rather believe i have a purpose than know i do not (know i do not, know i do not)
i know it’s hard to control myself when i’m mad
but how did you expect me to react
when the woman that gave birth to me said straight to my face
my dad would’ve thought of me as a f_g
lamp to the floor, hole in the wall
bottle of pills, screaming to god
“please k!ll me now”
and what comfort did i have to ease my pain?
apparently a “f_ck you” and a “you’re insane”
slight exaggeration but the point remains
you thought the way to help me was to get inside my brain
and diagnose that i had problems with my anger
thanks dipsh_t for all the insight that helped me gain
meanwhile i’d soak my pillow with tears
a foot away from you in bed realizing my worst fear had come true
i’d finally considered k!lling myself
and if i did i’d leave you with a “f_ck you”
that was the point it truly cl!cked
the thought of ruining what we had built just made me sick
it made a pit in my stomach filled with gasoline pop up
i never thought it would explode cause of a match you lit
well, a match i lit at the end of the day
the final straw in that bit of hay on the camel’s back
or whatever the f_ck people say
i guess that’s a no for meeting back up in may, huh?
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