yuri gal - baptized in guilt كلمات أغنية
[verse 1]
i loved you so hard it felt like organ failure
my chest was folding in to make you room
you carved your promises into me with dull edges
so they scarred ugly
so i’d never forget who ruined who
my breath still tastes like your resentment
metallic, bitter, almost poisonous
you said love shouldn’t hurt
but you taught me pain so perfect
i started calling it purpose
[pre_chorus]
you made a cathedral from my insecurity
lit candles with my doubt
and prayed over every wound
you helped creatе
[chorus]
i got baptized in guilt, drowned in your blame
hеld underwater in the shape of your name
you loved me like a punishment
touched me like a warning
a holy bruise, a broken hymn
you said i was saved
but you only saved the parts you could control
[verse 2]
your silence was a weapon
sharp like hunger
leaving bite marks in places no one sees
you called me dramatic
when i said i couldn’t breathe
but you knew, oh, you knew
every time you pulled away
my heart dropped like a body through the floor
i kept stitching myself back together
only for you to tear the seam once more
[pre_chorus]
i learned to whisper my pain in your dialect
to hurt myself in ways you understood
you fed on my softness
and i mistook it for love
[chorus]
i got baptized in guilt, drowned in your blame
held underwater in the shape of your name
you loved me like a punishment
touched me like a warning
a holy bruise, a broken hymn
you said i was saved
but you only saved the parts you could control
[bridge]
i gave you every tear like an offering
every fear like a feast
you didn’t want my love
you wanted my weakness
i begged in ways i’m ashamed to remember
bent myself into shapes no one should survive
you called it devotion but i see it now
you only loved me, when i was dying for it
[breakdown]
you liked me fragile
you liked me folded
you liked me begging for scr_ps of your closure
baptized me in what you hated about yourself
and called me holy water
[chorus]
i got baptized in guilt, washed in your sin
you broke me open just to watch the light dim
if suffering is sacred, i must be a saint
’cause i carried your h_ll without complaint
you leave fingerprints on every wound
they throb like scripture, they burn like truth
you didn’t save me
[outro]
i won’t die for love
but i already learned
what dying feels like
and somehow, you still call that love
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