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young al - lost in my thoughts lyrics
[verse]
with all of this pressure, i better go diamond
look over deception, i’m done with all the lyin’
19 years old with these grown man problems
but i’m still too young to figure out how to solve em’
guess i’m not as smart as i really thought i was
but i’m conscious enough, to never fall in love
i’m not destined for a life filled with rainbows and doves
i’m just comin’ from the bottom tryna reach up above
climbin’ and crawlin’, stretching to the top
never with a harness so i’m dead if i flop
and some new obstacles, always seem to pop
meltin’ like a popsicle, the gravel gets too hot
tryna make it through the storm, but i can’t grip a slippery rock
a blizzard coming in and i’m not well prepared
but the coldness of this world is something i must bare
and if you ask me should you do it, i’d say you shouldn’t dare
just stick to your box and be handled with care
but for me i’ve used my token, no refund on the fair
i’ve set it all in motion so it wouldn’t be fair
to smoke on something potent, and head back to the lair
i’m in this lonely world and i’ve never been more scared
i love all my brothers but loyalty is rare
so i’d k!ll them and the king just to be the next heir
as i keep climbin’ higher i lose sight and gasp for air
the trail repeats patternwise
hit with an epiphany, as i start to -n-lyze
came to the conclusion that i’ll always want more
from working for a quarter raise to the keys of an aventador
from having my own bed to lay to designing my own mansion door
texting girls who just have me wait to f-ckin’ the b-tch i adore
rappin’ on the streets of da bay
to sellin’ out my worldwide tour
always tryna chase that pay so i’m never really ever bored
i looked at mama in her face and told her we will not die poor
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(uh) and as these days keep getting longer
i’m out huntin’ for success
tryna feed my hunger
no more off days i’m waking up from my slumber
from negative to positive tryna reach increase the numbers
yeah, i’m the next up and comer
lost in my thoughts as i spark the blunt and wonder
you took a break from school, i worked harder in the summer (uh)
[verse]
they say you should be happy with just being alive
but really what kind of life are you livin’
when you just tryna survive
get the feelin’ that all they tell you are lies
out the buildin’ cause they tell me i haven’t kept with the billin’
then they wonder why my brothers keep on dealin’
some quick easy money man it’s hard to fight the feelin’
i’m just tryna show my parents that they didn’t fail their children
cause no matter what, sh-t we’ll always get our meal in
wonderin’ how life would be, if we lived it differently
dreamin’ bout how mama’d be
if we never lost the house, if we really had a home
i told her to be patient now and wait until i’m really grown
always rented never bought now she says she wants a trailer
but we ain’t in a movie told her save that sh-t for later
done it all my life it ain’t nothin’ new to downgrade
it’s hard to come up when your mom works as a housemaid
dad askin’ me for money didn’t keep much when he got paid
guess i’ll wait another week for me to get that bald fade (sh-t)
’cause family is first i’m just tryna use a few words
that can turn into a verse, make a milli off my thoughts
and really just flip the curse, that’s casted on my family
make the debt go reverse, uh, and make the debt go reverse
[hook]
(uh) and as these days keep getting longer
i’m out huntin’ for success
tryna feed my hunger
no more off days i’m waking up from my slumber
from negative to positive tryna reach increase the numbers
yeah, i’m the next up and comer
lost in my thoughts as i spark the blunt and wonder
you took a break from school, i worked harder in the summer
(uh) and as these days keep getting longer
i’m out huntin’ for success
tryna feed my hunger
no more off days i’m waking up from my slumber
from negative to positive tryna reach increase the numbers
yeah, i’m the next up and comer
lost in my thoughts as i spark the blunt and wonder
you took a break from school, i worked harder in the summer
(i worked harder in the summer)
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