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05. arguing with morality (ft. deadly encryption)

[vect]
most of us have the constructs embedded in our minds to know that suicide is the wrong way out & completely selfish, but some of us have fought pain for as long as we could. & like all things…you get to the point where you just don’t f_cking care anymore. deadly encryption, s.i.d.r.o.e aka vect__zy motherf_cker, bring it

(chorus)
[vect]
no more struggles with temptation
full of cravings of my annihilation
i suppose you think i’m crazy ’cause i have no fear
i’m done telling my story that falls on deaf ears

[vect]
what’s gonna stop me from ending you when i wanna end myself too b_tch?
only thing i ever had in my cornеr to the end is all this f_cking musick
i’m done waiting on thе ride to suicide
i’ve already died inside countless times
all this life gives is self_destruction on my brain
it won’t stay away & it knows i’m not afraid
got a .38 piece aimed to my forehead
taking turns at a table with a couple of my friends
pull the hammer back hear a cl!ck then a clack
somewhere in my mind i hear my daughter say “daddy stop that!”
days pass by like a cold wind
with fatal self_inflicted incisions & my visions
it’s funny how you’ll give a sh_t when it’s all done
when you ignored all my letters & you didn’t give a f_ck
[deadly encryption]
another day i wake up family in church
girlfriend left me, so now my heart is hurt
sh_t is what i get for all of my hard work
might as well say “f_ck it!” & be 1 with the earth
i got some dark secrets you that never even cared
i can be on my lowest & you wouldn’t be there
i know they won’t miss me they would just forget it
like another pop single with the radio edit
so i write my last song & grab my dad’s glock
a .45 magnum & make sure that it’s c_cked
before i get the chance on the door there’s a knock
it’s a cop, so now i’m doin months on the lock
therapy sessions & the suicide watch
i shoulda never answered it & died on the spot
now the pain grows to a thing that i fear
that when i look in mirror to see the devil is here

[deadly encryption]
every day’s the same, another drug, another sl_t
another cut on my wrist from my only lost love
was a bug to my stomach & a pain to my soul
so, now i chill in graveyards hoping that i could just go
back to the past to the day we 1st met
so i could cut you from the neck & watch as you bled to death
so, that way when the cops came i’m going for life
& last words she heard were “will you be my wife?”
[vect]
i’m a zombie with a strong evolving mind state
i’m done trying to fight what has proved to be my fate
f_ck tomorrow & f_ck yesterday
look in my empty eyes, death is now a game
my cause of death cannot be undone
i wanna die in the darkness & no longer feel the sun
i don’t wanna be in the same world with my enemies
i am my own god & i choose to set myself free

- vect

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