
valeriey - zooooo!! (7-10 days) كلمات أغنية
[verse 1]
i know i talk about the same sh_t
it gets old “blah blah a heavy toll”
“blah blah my kinfolk”
honestly i feel it too, so lemme trace the root of it
2018, i learned depression from my school n sh_t
if you been a follower you know this
but for a while, my parents didn’t know this
so they ain’t give me focus
it’s 2019 i’m moving cities and i notice that the kids around me
venom in they hearts and mind is potent
maga town, maga town
walking ‘round with guns and privilege
black and brown, black and brown (n_gga)
we the targets of ignorance
we had our own generational curses
parents put hands on they kids
but told us to follow the sermons
then we grew older inside the world
but we needed discernment
told us that potus and police
made us choose death or internment
growing up alienated
f_ggot by nature inside my family
turned into waging war against culture, no nurturing
i heard slurs like the birds who sing
i got homies put in the books over weed or for loitering
had death knocking at my door
but i let that bell f_cking ring
another kid turned manic
my feet ain’t ever planted, that’s exactly how they planned it
[chorus]
angry black man
angry black woman
that’s how they planned it
stereotypes and f_cking dying
n_ggas that’s how they_
[verse 2]
flash forward 2025, n_ggas did whatever whatever
it left me mortified people ‘round me dying
try to keep the hope inside they lives
but there ain’t hope inside of mine
spiraling i hit my therapist’s line
told her i was losing friends
told her i was losing self
told her i was even thinking
of yada yad_ing myself
wasn’t gonna do it
was just thinkin’ bout it
but she took it as a threat and started worrying ‘bout me called 911
how the f_ck i’m supposed to say calm when i’m seeing their guns
three cops cars at my house in front of the sun
i chose peace, but got detained he er was where i stayed
they made it seem like i could get out, and clear my name
but hours came, they said that i could be out in 2_3 days
then they move me out to frisco
family unaware
what we didn’t ever know
was i ain’t going nowhere
went from 2 to 3 to 7 to 10
they made me strip for contraband
a zip inside of my hand would give me zen
ain’t no choosing peace no heaven no friends
they had me beg to p_ss i’m losing sleep, 11am
i’m passing out again
i’m seeing seizures, seeing ghosts
bodies hit the floor, everybody cryin’
fingers crossed, we get out soon
i see ’em toss and turn, they yearn for comatose
so they can never feel this sh_t
for every pill or meal
we giving money to the government
[outro]
so, it’s really_ it’s exactly as planned
they taking money from every woman and man
they f_cking, they putting n_ggas up and taking them xans
they f_cking [gibberish] out of their hand
they got the f_cking zoo
get me out of the zoo n_gga
i’m just tryna f_cking see my family too n_gga
i’m just tryna f_cking see my family too n_gga
it’s a f_cking zoo
[part ii]
[verse]
hey kids, this the new dance
this how we gon’ do it, pay attention
cops gon’ take your two hands
no more fam or music, this a lesson
no nightlife, ain’t no aretha
no follow the leader, boy
choose yourself
if they see you breakdown
get ready for the shake down, you in h_ll
if you hear the screaming
no you didn’t, tell yourself it’s nothin’
try to go to sleep
if a n_gga lookin’ at you
look away, before you tussle and somebody bleed
never gettin outside
mm mm mm
pills never hit right
mm mm mm
they gon charge you boy
you a slave
you ain’t seeing the harvest (take me out the zoo, okay)
smell like body rot in this b_tch
might be bodies drop in this b_tch
mama can’t find me cause they ain’t drop my location
i got slapped up by another n_gga
48 preying on patients
but i ate them sh_ts
better keep peace or i ain’t gon’ leave that day
walls so thin you can hear men break
they’ll stand by when you feel that weight
every penny boy
every pill and every meal and every service
every day another sermon, they been takin money from us
they been worshipping the dollar moving like a serpent
i can’t breathe up in here, they been lookin at me wrong
all this bullsh_t that i hear, i hear deadnames like a song
they just won’t leave alone
i’m just tryna go back home (take me out the zoo)
[part iii]
[verse]
there was a black man who had kids
had allegations, 10 years inside the pen
wife cheated, nothing left
he had secrets, shot himself in his leg and felt the bleeding
in the mental hospital was how we meeting
didn’t tell me much about his life until we started eating
caught me writing raps, we talked ‘bout black sh_t
kendrick bars and meanings
told me ‘bout the laws, policing
charges beaten, had me feeling like he understood me for a minute
but he had his demons
l_st from all those years away
he saw the younger women and he deemed them prey
the ones who vulnerable, he went and led astray
until one day we sitting talk about the goats
prince and mj
the war they waged against the industry
we on a similar page
until he brought up cosby
said, “women could consent while being drugged”
said that 40 years of silence meant that he couldn’t be judged
i’m a victim of my own sh_t
know victims who ain’t on this
behavior he insinuates, so i politely cautioned
there’s really victims out there
and coming forward’s hard when you’re beyond scared
he started throwing words at me, he stood and stared
hands upon my face twice
nurses said he in the right
they listened to the 48 year old who started that fight
i took them slaps like candy
cause i knew retaliation couldn’t hand me
a quicker way to see my friends and family
he called me anti black, because i didn’t stand by him
then i realized that he internalized some deeper sh_t
now it’s day 4, they moved him to a different unit
still down there he was abusive, but a nurse would to tell me
i should try to sue
should i pursue it?
hatred in my heart, i could send h_ll right to him
but instead i’m coming for the institution
that man had nothing
he doesn’t know he his own demise
he couldn’t see his kids, he still out there tryna wonder why
they put the n_gga there and let the patients be traumatized
so am i anti black? i coulda took all your penny’s and dimes
a rapist with nothing to give and losing his will to live
versus a power that had it all and still calling dibs
the people in that room needed a voice
so i’ll make this truly apparent
the ill are people too
don’t agree, then you’re the one damaged
f_ck all y’all n_ggas
[outro]
and it’s like, i went so long telling myself that i needed to be normal
i needed to see the world normal
i needed to try to fit in
they threw me in there for a week long and deprived me of everything
that could be you, that could be a friend, that could be a cousin, that could be anybody
i don’t wish that sh_t on n0body, n0body no way
we gotta really do our part to change
or next time it’ll be you screwed over by medicaid
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