st. augustine's day - monday morning mania lyrics
[chorus]
i am an animal
i am a beast, and
there’s a gap between reality and me, i
can’t seem to find any peace
my pulsing brain is racing
and i’m anything but free
[verse]
i used up my capacity for etiquette
i can’t see that i’m breaking all the rules
temporarily blind to my behavior
lacking self awareness
ignoring social cues
[chorus]
i am an animal
i am a beast, and
there’s a gap between reality and me, i
can’t seem to find any peace
my pulsing brain is racing
and i’m anything but free
[verse]
give me a building to rip down
give me a window to smash
give me a structure to rip down
give me a television that i can bash
[chorus]
i am an animal
i am a beast, and
there’s a gap between reality and me, i
can’t seem to find any peace
my pulsing brain is racing
and i’m anything but free
[verse]
in the midst of my mania
i worry
how my mental illness
could affect my future kids
in a fit of psychosis
i hurry
like i need everything now
oversharing what i did
[bridge]
trying to read
trying to listen
trying to write
but i constantly fidget
trying to clean
trying to smile
trying to work
but feeling to wild
trying to pray
going ballistic
trying to find a break
but i guess that i missed it
trying to play
trying to sleep
trying to love all this
while i keep
selfishly thinking
and selfishly talking
over criticizing
myself as i’m walking
at at unusual pace
much faster than needed
i won’t give up
but i’m still defeated
[chorus]
i am an animal
i am a beast, and
there’s a gap between reality and me, i
can’t seem to find any peace
my pulsing brain is racing
and i’m anything but free
[verse]
i need to stare at the evil christian heart
until it converts me
i need to transcend
i need a new start
whatever i’m doing
isn’t working
[chorus]
i am an animal
i am a beast, and
there’s a gap between reality and me, i
can’t seem to find any peace
my pulsing brain is racing
and i’m anything but free
my pulsing brain is racing
and i’m anything but free
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