shai linne - private prisons pt. 2 كلمات أغنية
[chorus]
please have mercy on me… oh
i am falling from grace… oh
[verse 1]
it’s me, reporting to you live from the abyss
i’m deep inside the pits, i try to reminisce
on earlier days, before these chains held me captive
before i found the cause of my destruction so attractive
i’m trapped in my addiction, de facto type of prison
i’m lacking right conviction, not acting like a christian
abandoned my messiah, entranced by my desires
i’m dancing by the fire, like samson with delilah
i’m burdened to be honest, internally atomic
i am the dog that’s literally returning to his vomit
outrageous what i crave, the anguish of a slave
as i sank into my cave for my banquet in the grave
how can i explain what’s illogical to the brain?
i’m groveling for a gain that’s impossible to obtain
these are my confessions, i’m pleading for redemption
indeed, i’m bleeding, jesus i need an intervention
help me
[chorus]
please have mercy on me… oh
i am falling from grace… oh
[verse 2]
i’m privately imprisoned, my appetites they haunt me
they stalk me as they backbite, they act nice, then they taunt me
i know this: i’m addicted, the grossness feeling scripted
the closest word to depict it? i suppose is conflicted
i hate it and i love it, i love it and i hate it
it’s repugnant and degraded, i covet and i crave it
i hate how it breaks my will, i love how it consoles me
i love how it makes me feel, i hate how it controls me
the deeper i go, i’m more anesthetized to pleasure
a specialized oppressor weaponizing my treasure
jeopardizing forever, my lovers have betrayed me
discovered that they hate me, but stuck because they’re shapely
the thing that is so ugly presents itself as lovely
into the pit it shoved me, rock bottom is above me
and these are my confessions, i’m pleading for redemption
indeed, i’m bleeding, jesus i need an intervention
help me
[chorus]
please have mercy on me… oh
i am falling from grace… oh
[verse 3]
my conclusion? no conclusions, no easy solutions
my life is just confusion, imbibing my delusions
confounded, astounded, by demons i’m surrounded
freedom? i haven’t found it, my dreams have all been grounded
since early exposure, i’ve lost all my composure
i’m wondering if it’s over, is death my only closure?
what ministers discern the way i’m finishing my term
burned by sinister cisterns giving diminishing returns?
i’m wasting away bodily in pursuit of my folly see
the truth is i’m tasting the bitter fruit of my idolatry
ruined relationships, pursuing craziness
glued to satan’s grip, to be fully human—this ain’t it
i’m crass and dirty, i still believe the master’s worthy
only thing i know to do is ask for mercy
so these are my confessions, i’m pleading for redemption
indeed, i’m bleeding, jesus i need an intervention
help me
[chorus]
please have mercy on me… oh
i am falling from grace… oh
please have mercy on me… oh
i am…
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