
retz hbb - nightmares lyrics
i don’t feel the same still i’m feeling alone
screaming for help they don’t answer the phone
shoutout my brothers and shoutout to flowz
lost in the dark till the day i came home
fith took me in gave me reasons and hope
i was pinning my skin cutting deep into bone
crying to the world from a room on my own
suicide is my friend this a letter we wrote
the way that she speak and the way that she move
she’s in my heart but i’m afraid of the truth
they say i’m a goat , only great to a few
the pain that i speak leavеs a stain in the booth
crying in detox ,gone arе the days of my youth
washed up junkie i changed up the tune
now i’m a rock star now i’m the truth
went from counting up satties to counting my
views
mother’s day twenty three couldn’t answer the phone
breaking my heart know she spent it alone
visitations denied so i cried on my own
screaming for help i got handed a rope
a couple shots got fired not once did they hit
couple shivs got sent not once was i dipped
i’m still fighting with death but she’s not gonna win
mum cried at my trial cuz her son got nicked
jumped a couple counters i shattered his face
lil bro was a witness i ain’t proud i’m ashamed
things that i’ve done and the things i have seen
war ain’t over till my sister is clean
but i need to wake up cuz that sh_t is a dream
i’m seeing her death every time that i sleep
so i stay wide awake like i’m fried on the beam
three nights no sleep with a knife in my sheets
her grave is a sight that i’m likely to see
and it’s so f_cked up i have to write on a beat
just last year i was putting ice on the street
now times changed i’m an idol it seems
but i’m still underrated as i cry on a beat
i’m still uncertain is she a wife or a tease
not one friend visited when i went away
now i’m a solider don’t ask why i’ve changed
lad it’s f_ck your opinions i got money to chase
but none of them dollars are changing my fate
if i make millions of rap well then half is for jake
the bond we have it gets to hard to explain
when i couldn’t eat lad he gave me a plate
its bringing me tears i was broke and ashamed
i don’t feel the same still i’m feeling alone
screaming for help they don’t answer the phone
shoutout my brothers and shoutout to flowz
lost in the dark till the day i came home
left a mark in the heart of everyone that i’ve known
so on the day that i die i’ll be more then a ghost
i’m done
suicide is my friend this a letter we wrote
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