poetic mind - sun & shade كلمات الأغنية
[intro]
the song wasn’t made to make anyone sad or angry at what happened. i just want you guys to reflect
[verse one: pm]
it started off like this, i was in the waiting room
felt like an eternity, because it was so urgently
your mother had an emergency c-section
they took her into a private direction
then they took me in, i saw you
i was drawn to, love because the thought of you
made me wanna be a better person
took parenting cl-sses its a clever learning
your mother and i we had toxic relationship
the thought of a innocent baby being raised in it
i had trust issues from her cheating but i dealt with it
then she questions me, projecting her own insecurity
if you don’t believe me in, ask your father christ
i would trade anything i would sacrifice
time with you it makes my minutes better
waking up to you that is my treasure
cuz i cherish every moment that we spend together
dam…..
[verse two: pm]
i just wanna raise a sun and she wants my light
she just throwing shade, and she wants to fight
i hope you listen so you know the truth son
i will never give up on you i will never run
since day one
i have always been there
even when she wouldn’t let me see you
cuz my blood and flesh is within you
we had to put on gloves cuz u always scratched ur face
such a cute baby boy u where full of grace
i admit i was immature at a young age
but i grew up from my old ways
from the old page, cuz i had a son/sun to raise
sands of time, going through the sun rays
my heart is yours and yours alone
if you listen to the beat, it changes within the tone
i feel the gentle warmth from my suns morning glow
a little bit of fog, but i see right through it tho
listen
[verse 3: pm]
time progresses, the stress is
a lot then we brake up
i know when your older son you will wake up
she hides behind the make-up making up more lies
realize the lies within her eyes
askin’ me to sign over my rights, as a father
but i laughed and never bothered
she had you callin her new boyfriends daddy
just to hurt me as she smiled gladly
making racial slurs, just absurd it’s just a word
even on fathers day, she tried to make a stir
cuz her boyfriend is what she had preferred
saying you where sick, so u could be with him
instead of spending time with me she was so grim
had to use the contempts
to attempt just to spend time with you
she wouldn’t listen so i had to fight for you. (x2)
[verse 4: pm]
she expects time but she doesn’t give it back
im just tryna climb, but she pointin out the cracks
like how you wake up, lie and face that?
face facts, a rotten tooth building up the plaque
7 years down the road, and it’s getting pretty old
she still fighting and wantin’ more
today she won in court
to take you away from me is what she fighting for
there may be distance, memories i’ll miss this
i would never wish this
i just want the family together man she did this
why she pessimistic, i don’t get it
she wants to split, me and my son apart
but like art, painting vivid pictures with my heart
she payin’ off the court, i was cut short
lost before i entered
that’s a suicide with no resort
dam…
[verse 5: pm]
forget a hook, she stabbed me in the back with that
preaching to the choir but the chorus is so sad
read between the lines, fighting like it’s combat
seen the truth since contact
fake to your face, step on your name floor mat
how she said i’m not moving
then a month later she perused it
tryna bribe me with my child support
to let you move with my only child that is my support
i’m so sorry son i wish it didn’t have to be this way
but your mom doesn’t listen and only sees one way
4 bedroom house, 11 people does that make sense?
how the court allow such a thing.. man what a mess
saying you wanted to move to start a business
but your landlord won’t allow it so why u trippin?
you lyin through your t–th no wonder they took ur wisdom
your source of income is dependent on your boyfriend
no stability, no future of real job money is all you spend
[verse 6: pm]
the gal made me seem bad
why didn’t you tell him you had an underage?
hidden words within the page
he was harsh because i had a petty theft
but you stole from me, and you already left
he called me “shameful” and “immature”
but he left out vital information just so he could ensure
that she would win from the start
i break it apart
to give you truth to make you smart
tell me how in pre-trial they came to a conclusion
without even seein’ all the truth in, evidence
it’s evident there’s corruptness with in it man
all i ever wanted is a family together
but she lies, persuades, throws money earnin cheddar
yeah i owe 6-7k that’s cuz the early days
they started billin’ me when i was still school
not cool, 4k behind when i was able to get my first job
when i do pay i’m still behind, they callin’ me a slob
[verse 7: pm]
i’m feelin’ sick to my stomach i refuse to eat
stressed out, disappointed so i’ll starve for weeks
until i’m weak then i’ll come back strong
i’m in the right lane.. but they say it’s wrong
is this a nightmare, a dream i can’t escape?
will i wake up? i’m bent outta of shape
no inner circle, bc everyone is just so fake
child support? i support my child not her pocket
threaten me with jail as they making profit
pent up emotions, my pen inking devotions
it’s hard to balance out my life with only one beam
so it seems, i’m left to dust scattered with no team
i’m lonely now and the only time
i’ll see you is in my dreams..
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