oribloom - just a note from the creator of all of this lyrics
[verse 1]
you could find me in a shallow grave
i don’t know what to make of this
’cause when i look back 3 years
i was just skin and bones
not a dollar to my name
leaking blood for the h_ll of it
thought that was the end of it
i didn’t know how sick i was
i kept trying to find comfort
knowing i should let it find me
tryna force love to work
and that plan backfired
i could barely lift my arms
or keep a simple meal down
my heart never shut up
telling me to call it quits
i never feel sentimental
’cause it sucks when i reminisce
i remember every overdose
lying in my bathroom
i rеmember when shе grabbed
showing off her scars
asked me if i loved her
knowing i was scared too
i tried to find love in that
i know i was a fool
but from the outside looking in
i never had a view like that
or i could bring up that lunch break
when she climbed on top of me
i had my mouth covered
but who would wanna hear that?
[instrumental break]
[verse 2]
impulsive liar when i don’t get what i want
saying sorry to my friends
’cause i don’t know how to act
i wanna be special
i want to seem serious
how many empty bottles will it take
’til you know i’m trying?
i used to pack it all in
and swear to never tell a soul
i bang my head through the wall
and tell stories with my arms
i was paranoid and schizophrenic
hearing voices tell me
that my friends would k!ll me someday soon
i couldn’t find a lie in that
there’s a lot i never say
and even more i never show
but honestly, that’s fine with me
another secrets fine with me
i don’t know how to open up
i just spill and hope they clean it up
i’m a mess through and through
that’s why i never talk now
i’m sorry for the note i wrote
and shipped to your parents house
i really thought i was going then
i didn’t mean to make it
would it be better if i went on
so it didn’t seem disingenuous?
you swore to never talk to me
and that’s the only time you kept your word
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