o-13444 - funeral كلمات الأغنية
[chorus]
am i wrong for thinking i’m the worst
i’ve waited so long but my life has just dispersed
i’m almost wondering if my whole life is cursed
bout to burst into tears cuz i hate not having worth
in the school in the mall in bed
doesn’t matter where i am i wanna be dead
thinking bout the times i was f_cking mislead
and left
on read
with no answers but these meds
[verse 1]
wish i didn’t do some sh_t but f_ck it i’m here now
and i’m working to be king but no ones giving me a crown
and the sh_t i do to myself when there’s n0body around
would make anybody think i’m anything but safе and sound
all the blood that i have lost but still therе’s nothing good i’ve found
i’m obsessed with tears and blood like ima f_cking blood hound
help me out
help me out
i need saving not clout
and anybody who been wit me prolly hate what i’m about
i’ve been searching for a while but there’s not any answers
everybody hate on me like my name is f_cking cancer
people patrolling and controlling my life like a ranger
and in the midst of this, in my head i’m a stranger
so after everything i’ve been through i’m just in my head again
i shouldn’t talk to b_tches if i really just befriended them
i hate being alone with no one else but this medicine
so if i overdose it’s not my fault so don’t cry_
[hook]
at my funeral
don’t cry
i know i’m not there
but you’re not alone
[chorus]
am i wrong for thinking i’m the worst
i’ve waited so long but my life has just dispersed
i’m almost wondering if my whole life is cursed
bout to burst into tears cuz i hate not having worth
in the school in the mall in bed
doesn’t matter where i am i wanna be dead
thinking bout the times i was f_cking mislead
and left
on read
with no answers but these meds
[verse 2]
and f_ck your dumb ass therapy it never helped me through it
all the bullsh_t that i’ve been through tore me up and made me ruthless
i can’t count how many times some random b_tch has called me useless
i might not make the best choices but i swear i’m not stupid
they make it seem like i act like this on purpose
i don’t try to push people away with such a quickness
i’ve went through every closet in my head to find my purpose
but all i keep finding is another f_cking sickness
i keep pushing my friends away i tell them i need distance
but all i really need is for them to stay and fix this
but that’s not their problem cuz they’re not the ones that did it
i’m sorry anyone i love, i’m sure you’ll never get it_
and i might just pull the trigger
cuz my pain is way bigger
might just die by smoking cigar_
ettes
or popping some percocets
but baby please don’t be too upset
just be there and be calm and sit
because n0body did this sh_t
so baby don’t you cry_
[hook]
at my funeral
don’t cry
i know i’m not there
but you’re not alone
[chorus]
am i wrong for thinking i’m the worst
i’ve waited so long but my life has just dispersed
i’m almost wondering if my whole life is cursed
bout to burst into tears cuz i hate not having worth
in the school in the mall in bed
doesn’t matter where i am i wanna be dead
thinking bout the times i was f_cking mislead
and left
on read
with no answers but these meds
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