nappy blu - can't sleep, bad dream كلمات الأغنية
tonight i’ll have a nightmare of failure
the light of my world dies
and leaves me as empty as ever
no rainy weather
the pain that i weather
it’s a hail storm all for nothing
and it seemed like i would never break away from all the suffering
father left the family like a lot of f_cking years ago
ever since that vehicle left my vision, every year was slow
didn’t like the n_gga but i need a father figure
n_gga, this is why i’m motherf_cking soft
wake up in a struggle but i never pray to god
his boots are wrapped in plastic and i don’t need the facade
yet i’m so afraid to kick the bucket that i put it in a box
it’s a coping mechanism, can’t n0body pick the lock
i’m a walking testimony of the deprecation of oneself
i’m laying blows with the strength of no one else
the force of my inner animosity is taking action and stopping me
the fact that i hate myself is no longer shocking to me
i run around in my own mind
used to be a grassland, but now it’s f_cking covered in landmines
traversing it, i’m taking my d_mn time
i’ma f_ck around and get ejected from this game before half time
scared of living the half_life
scared i’ll never live to the fullest
i’m afraid of never finding better music
everyone’s evolving right in front of me
and suddenly i’m turning on the same d_mn song
i’ve been feeling so d_mn wrong
f_ck it, right was never there for me
every bit of happiness was manifesting sparingly
i can see the fl!ckering of h_ll below my feet
i’m about to lose my balance
i’ma tumble down beneath
with the devil waiting for me
welcome mat back before the gate
he was scheming, plottin’, plannin’, organizing
f_cking waiting for me, just to f_cking end the story
coming for the k!ll
then i wake up just to face these f_cking demons that are real
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