mmkliljerry - my own كلمات الأغنية
(intro)
sometimes i don’t even understand myself
turn me up
no i can’t lie like i ain’t been feeling up on my own
feeling on my own, yeah
(verse)
no i can’t lie like i ain’t been feeling up on my own
i’m in it by myself tryna get my money so long
a lot up on my mind can’t put down the styrofoam
codeine keep my thoughts away and keep me in my zone
i’m praying to the lord it be hard for to stay strong
second guessing bout who care ain’t n0body calling my phone
you was here and you there how you leave a n_gga alone
gone be acting like they with me when i go up like a drone
i know i got myself but be needing somebody to vent to
and they might say that riding that don’t mean that they won’t end you
all this stressing and depression it be messing with me my mental
i can’t lie i’m full of anger steady tryna watch my temple
all this temporary love guess my heart is a rental
no i don’t care but i’ll be lying if i say that i don’t miss it
no it don’t matter if you down they still gone be judgemental
i needed you to hold me down but i guess it’s not that simple
be feeling like rocking with me then i feel like they against me
my heart been broken all my life i don’t think it’s a way to fix it
all these problems steady piling up on me and they be mixing
why do people come and go no i don’t get it that so senseless
can’t lie i’m messed up in the head and this pain really endless
no ain’t no such thing as friends got my brothers so friendless
if they cross you it’s on purpose everything wrong intended
i won’t lie like that i trust ya that’s a quick way to get finished
grew up with full of anger i ain’t have a dad
i’ll tell them that i’m good but i’m doing bad
all this pain turned to anger and i might spaz
tell them stay up out my way fo they get toe tagged
and this world full of fake i don’t understand
say you real but you left that wasn’t in the plan
you can keep me to the left i still got a chance, for to stunt on everybody i’ma gone run up these bands
i’ma gone run my bands up (2x)
gone run my bands up
i can barely pull my pants up
my mind gone i can’t stand up (no i can’t stand up)
i can’t lie like you ain’t full of fake
the storm came and you left thought we was soulmates
and i was steady feeling it’ll come to that day
that we’ll be strangers again that what my soul hate
but it is what it is i ain’t trippin
steady running to them blue strips like i’m crippin
flash out on everybody they’ll say that i’m trippin
but tell me where you was when my spirit lifting
and i know that i’m gifted
and god got a plan for me that why he made me different
i know n_ggas hating probably even wanna k!ll me but my n_ggas gone slide back to back like they drifting
but nowadays you don’t even know who riding for ya
and if i love ya ain’t no question i’ll slide for ya
a take a bullet any day i’ll die for ya
a take a soul, send a n_gga up high for ya
no i can’t help it my loyalty really running deep
it’s times i’ll wonder would they do the same for me
would you really up that fie and buss a brain for me
or would you leave me for dead to scream rip
sometimes i’ll wonder why am i alive what’s the purpose? (what’s the purpose, yea)
no i can’t lie i’m sick and tired of tryna strive but i’m working (i been working, yeah)
the main thing i’m tired of is being tired, steady hurting (i’m sick and tired)
but i’m tryna hold on till i get rich off these verses
and i won’t never change forever the same person
(outro)
they don’t understand me
only god do
ongang
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