mincey - cold summer كلمات الأغنية
[verse 1]
(and she doesn’t understand)
what its like to be regular
in and out of motels on the regular
she learned the world is cold on mild temperature
her mom didn’t believe the step pops a child predator
now shes on the street corner abusing her body
abandoned buildings filled with needles they do in the lobby
she started popping pills with sisters susan and molly
now shes addicted to the pain shes using for hobby
putting make up on to cover up her past pain
she can’t find her dad she doesn’t know his last name
the little money that she has she spends on appearance
checking her daddy car to find out if she has the clearance
living her life like shes grown but she still a minor
still if she doesn’t meet her quota then shes in a visor
losing faith should she pray to god how
when she been praying everyday where is god now
[chorus]
looks like its going to be a cold summer 4x
[verse 2]
(and she doesnt understand)
what its like to feel beautiful
when she is only as loved as far as she is usable
dropped out of school to make her ends mutable
left to make her own decisions as a juvenile
working for a few dollars that she barely sees
being slaved for those dollars that she is rarely free
all her life she just been tryna find the air to breathe
looking for sp-ce in this world she couldn’t care to be
now in the morning she wondering why she feels nauseous
but its hard to be skeptical when shes been cautious
shes getting paranoid asking anyone saw us
life is catching up shes finally feeling exhausted
everyday her stomachs grow she start to feel pain
said if shes going to have this baby she going need to change
months later found a name stared in her baby eyes
and found god and promised nothing be the same
[verse 3]
(she said i still dont understand)
what its like to be a mom now
but its time i settled down and finally just calm down
waved the flag on the world i put in somme now
the world is much bigger then what i carry in your palms now
every time i look at you i find my peace in solace
forgive me if i lived this world thinking it was godless
i blamed everyone around me for my stupid knowledge
but for you im going to change i promise i promise
cause i refuse to grow up being like brenda or keisha
and i dont want to end up being like my mother either
let me wipe my tears cause it covers up my smile
doctors please let me hold my daughter for a while
i hope you never live wondering if your there
maybe one day we can talk as i do your hair
just know i love you i promise to give you better options
thats the only reason im giving you up for adoption
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