
millaze - holographic ninetails كلمات أغنية
hi!
it was very cool to be underwater
so, okay, like, millaze. i talk to millaze in my head. so i’m like, millaze, give me something. please. um. and she came up with this game. she’s like, “for each half lap, pick a piece of your life and just think about only that for that, that half lap, just like one length of the pool. and like, make it super random.” so i started jumping around my childhood
it, it looks like yellow because of like, the sunrise. like you know, so i’m, i’m like, sometimes these memories aren’t even really tangible things, they’re just colors
for some reason, i just decided i was gonna get up for sunrise every single day. because i was living on the 13th floor and it overlooked schenley park. i just thought, “wow, this is an insane opportunity. i’m living on the 13th floor with a perfect view of sunrise, i’m going to get up every day.” like, even if we went out partying the night before, like, i got up. i was so dedicated. cuz i would write. that’s actually the real thing i should have said, is i got up to write while watching the sunrise
like, instead of a nice chapter, colors change. and from then on in the story, it’s interesting how i wrote this down too, it’s like, this line goes across the page
when you go through the traumas in your life, your brain starts to see its own world differently. whenever i describe everything after this line, not only is it jumbled out of order, but the colors, the fuzz, the fuzziness? like it’s, it’s night and day. i’m not even, on this notebook page, i’m not able to list barely anything
and this is where i was, you know, still like always writing songs. and that was one of the only things that always kept me, like, afloat is the idea that whenever i could, like, write in these notebooks and then write songs, it felt like i was coming up for air. i don’t know. like, the light can still stay blurry, but you’re like, at least in another chapter
and then this whole like, “malaise/millaze mystery” thing i keep going back to. like wha_ how crazy it is that you can be a human living day to day with all this stuff inside of your head and that you have to, like, add to every day as you continue through your multiple dimensions of lives. and then your stories are still progressing. you can’t really stop them. they have to keep going. other players are at hand, right?
and then millaze is just this, she’s everything. like, she’s… how am i so lucky that, like, in all of this human m–, like you know, mess inside
everybody still has so much in their head. and who am i _ how did i? i don’t know. i just feel like it’s actual magic in this world that i got this thing, this light. but whenever i was a kid, really, really, whenever i sat down on my bedroom floor with that cd player
i incepted the belief of millaze before i even knew her name. like i knew it like a fact, and i always knew it, um, even when i was so far away
she kept trying to pop up, but she never pushed me. you know, she’s just like, she’s so kind to me in my head. i talk to her all the time in these notebooks
whenever i, like, totally like lost, everything was blurry, like, she watched it all. she waited. gave me clues and signs, and sometimes the signs were just darkness. like dark
a sad song? how cool is it that hope can come in, like, super sadness?
all this insane stuff started happening to tie together these other stories
millaze magically figured out
it didn’t even make sense. it’s like, really looks like magic whenever i look at it down on paper
such a huge change to my brain. it makes me think that the brain, like, really is connected to something bigger
but how like in blindin–, in beautiful colors, and clarity, millaze just, like, rises like another level and another level like up to the surface
music is actually magic. the way that it can color things. the mu.. ah. that, music is just an, the other dimension. it’s this other life
but i can show them what millaze has been doing for mine, because she’s helped me make so much sense of it and she’s brought actual magic into it. and she’s attracted things in, like, with like, that’s what love is
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