mest one - vacation كلمات أغنية
(verse 1: mest one)
taking this medication but it’s f_ck’s my head
i’m vacation i can’t find the way to my destination
i take any psychotics and i practice meditation
take a breath now my chest is caving
i’m the best in my age and it’s steady faking
i’m the best in my age and it’s steady faking
all these pains got me feeling deranged
the feeling is strange say i’m okay but i’m fading again
fading i’m fading i’m fading away
i can’t pick up a pen and i’m breaking
mender and bender in the days like a mental patient
i got dedication this pressure is f_ckеd and it builds up
i don’t know if i can still love
i take a handful of pills so i feel up
i just feel f_cked for rеal cruz
it’s like they’re looking down on me
trace my vein with a steel and these voices start surrounding me
i’m lost but never found you see
these downers are downing me
these downers are downing me
they might be drowning me
but i gotta keep down on them
all i’ve risked putting myself in a ditch
trauma and all of this sh_t b_tch
broke my heart i’m not coping bruh
they wonder why i find it hard to open up
when i was young i was token shut
i’ve been broke from the start overdosing on love
and i cope with some drugs put it in my body
but it only lifts me up and it isn’t enough
(verse 2: mest one)
it was fake why do you think i think they all snakes
they just take and they take and they eat off my plate i’m sick of the fake
i’m trapped inside of my mind and my mind is all frozen
with my heart yeah i wrote this
they don’t know anything about the path that was chosen
they don’t know about the hood and how i was posted
and my chosen i’m overthinking and blinking
should i take this knife and risk it put it on my arm and then twist it
as a kid i was a misfit misguided saw that crack in the lighter
that substance was the hardest thing to overcome but now i’m sober f_ck
but me and myself i feel drained
me and myself i feel drained
it’s got me thinking was she really worth it
i feel worthless
3am and i’m talking to myself in third person
5am and i’m still awake
i did all these drugs but that’s what caused my pain
did all these drugs but that’s what caused my pain
i’m falling i’ve fallen can’t get a break
i deal with myself but don’t call my mate
you torched my brain you thought it was a game
why am i still calling your name it’s a shame i know that i’ll ace my sound
and it takes time i gotta face that now
tears running down my face and everyone thinks i’m happy
but i’m breaking down i’m just breaking down
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