matthew z - dx
here at my phone again
reading our texts from forever ago
i wished that you stayed
all my pain would just go away
and i held your hand
through rocky times
you say love is gross, here is what i diagnose…
you never knew what i went through
“ignorance is bliss”, i know you’ve said that too
medication never worked
self harm was my last resort
i took pills to feel secure
i took pills to feel secure
slit my wrist a few times
just to ease the pain
took un_named pills
to be numb and not feel the same
i watched you love hеr
while you loved me
nеver mentioned it
cause you’d be mad at me
and i held your hand
through rocky times
you say love is gross, here is what i diagnose…
you never knew what i went through
“ignorance is bliss”, i know you’ve said that too
medication never worked
self harm was my last resort
i took pills to feel secure
i took pills to feel secure
not anymore
oh i tried
oh i tried
oh i tried to love you in your darkest times
oh i tried
oh i tried
but the thing is_
not anymore
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