liamg - self destructive كلمات أغنية
i spend a lot of time alone
and i don’t really go outside
sometimes i sleep for a real long time
but when i wake up i’m still tired
don’t like the way i look today
so i’ll just stay inside my room
but every day feels just the same
so i wish all the hours away
scrolling through a million lives
comparing mine to theirs too much
pretending that i am doing fine
i fake a life, then disappear
i ghost my friends, ignore the calls
say “i’m just tired” it’s half true
it’s like i’m here, but out of sync
a blurry glitch through a cracked lense
you take mе higher
than i ever thought i could bе
eyes like a fire
they see straight through my entity
you take me higher
than i ever thought i could be
eyes like a fire
they see straight through my entity
didn’t wanna grow up but i think i am
tried to run away but i still feel nothing
those pink roses bloomed and that’s my win
but i really wanna turn back time tonight
when i look in the sky i still see stars
but they always seem so far away
wish i knew how to get there fast
but my head is spinning way too much
didn’t wanna grow up but i think i am
tried to run away but i still feel nothing
those pink roses bloomed and that’s my win
but i really wanna turn back time tonight
when i look in the sky i still see stars
but they always seem so far away
wish i knew how to get there fast
but my head is spinning way too much
i’m so self destructive
but i’ve never been more productive
if i’m not busy then i’m stuck in my mind
tryna find out how to be one of a kind
and i get scared everyone i love is gonna leave
overthink about how my friends perceive
scared that they were never really there
scared they’ll see the that parts i can’t repair
when someone gets close i wanna run away
cuz i get attached and then i wanna stay
i just wanna make my family proud
i wanna be happy stand out from the crowd
are these thoughts of a fractured heart?
if i do something wrong i’ll rip myself apart
why is everyone else growing up but i’m still here?
stuck in the same place year after year
you take me higher
than i ever thought i could be
eyes like a fire
they see straight through my entity
you take me higher
than i ever thought i could be
eyes like a fire
they see straight through my entity
didn’t wanna grow up but i think i have
run away from the traces of my past
used to stay in an ordinary heaven
now i’m living in a funhouse of emotion
my twisted feelings warp how i think i feel
i’m driving but i can’t find the wheel
could talk to someone but instead
i keep these secrets in my head
didn’t wanna grow up but i think i have
run away from the traces of my past
used to stay in an ordinary heaven
now i’m living in a funhouse of emotion
my twisted feelings warp how i think i feel
i’m driving but i can’t find the wheel
could talk to someone but instead
i keep these secrets in my head
these thoughts in my brain
am i still the same?
i watch the time go by
whist i start to cry
these thoughts in my brain
am i still the same?
i watch the time go by
whist i start to cry
these thoughts in my brain
am i still the same?
i watch the time go by
whist i start to cry
these thoughts in my brain
am i still the same?
i watch the time go by
whist i start to cry
panic attack
it all goes black
feel me crash
watch the memories back
stuck in my head
it all feels dead
take a deep breath
for the piercing dread
panic attack
it all goes black
feel me crash
watch the memories back
stuck in my head
it all feels dead
take a deep breath
for the piercing dread
panic attack
it all goes black
feel me crash
watch the memories back
stuck in my head
it all feels dead
take a deep breath
for the piercing dread
panic attack
it all goes black
feel me crash
watch the memories back
stuck in my head
it all feels dead
take a deep breath
for the piercing dread
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