kori mullan - lidocaine كلمات أغنية
[verse 1]
i never told myself that i could be at risk
that night i cried, i tried to die because of what he did
but what am i supposed to say? i got raped
well, maybe that’s the case but who’d believe me anyway?
all i know is i’ll just be a statistic
i’m not a wh0re, but the way he saw me was so simplistic
and as far as life goes, i’ll just make myself alone
echoes in my mind, “i just wanna go home”
[chorus]
ooh, i need a lidocaine repeat prescription
i still feel the pain lurking in my system
maybe i’ll self medicate with sertraline
i’m scared like halloween
i’m barely managing
ooh, i’m lying on the floor waiting for it to end
i finished treatment, what do i do when it starts again?
maybe i’ll self sabotage habitually
crying relentlessly
i swear i’m managing
[verse 2]
court date in january, cause he wanted to lie
he stole everything that i could ever claim mine
he changed, broke me, i couldn’t go out for days
i’ve never felt so f_cking unsafe
all i know is i’ll just live with the trauma
there’s no way of undoing all the sh_t he put me under
and as far as pain goes, i feel it in my bones
i hope he remembers my begs to let me go home
[chorus]
ooh, i need a lidocaine repeat prescription
i still feel the pain lurking in my system
maybe i’ll self medicate with sertraline
i’m scared like halloween
i’m barely managing
ooh, i’m lying on the floor waiting for it to end
i finished treatment, what do i do when it starts again?
maybe i’ll self sabotage habitually
crying relentlessly
i swear i’m managing
[outro]
oh, i swear i’m managing
i just wanted to go home
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