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kai endly - rockstar (16) كلمات أغنية

(verse 1)
life is scary, i guess its always been
i’ve been trying to focus on the positive side of life but it never really works
l_st for life, it doesn’t scare me
all my life i’ve seen violence and fear
it’s the way they want me to be, scared and alone
stuck on a corner of a road

(verse 2)
i’ve been losing everyone but it’s good
i’m not even noticing at this point, my life’s a revolving door
people go in, people go out
thеy say i’m rich, but im not really
i’ve don’t got much to my name, i barеly own the clothes on my back

(chorus)
i’m barely holding on, the world keeps spinning
i’m alone on this ride, i’m going down
no more surprises, all i’ll know is that no matter my suffering the world keeps spinning
they tell me to be a rockstar, but i can’t

(verse 3)
world is intimidating, but that’s not new
i don’t wanna go crazy, but i’ve lowkey been losing my mind
the world has been turning in weird rotations
you can ring the door bell, but when you know no one is home anymore its not fun
man do i miss these people but i know i can’t take them back
(chorus)
i’m barely holding on, the world keeps spinning
i’m alone on this ride, i’m going down
no more surprises, all i’ll know is that no matter my suffering the world keeps spinning
they tell me to be a rockstar, but i can’t

(verse 4)
they tell me time heals wounds, but i’m still on the bathroom floor, being beaten
these fresh wounds won’t heal
this car won’t cool its heels
i keep going at ridiculously fast speeds, and it keeps going faster
don’t know if im gonna wake up at this point

(spoken word outro)
you know, if you told me in december of 2024
that 2025 would’ve been my most horrific year
i wouldn’t believe you at all
i mean, it was barely a month since i lost my grandmother
i genuinely didn’t know if it wasn’t even gonna wake up the next day
i had fallen down a horrible hole of harm
but you know, that was when i was 15
i’ve lost my idols, i’ve lost lovers, and i’ve lost friends
and 16 scares me so much, because if it was anything like 15
i don’t wanna live it
and i’m not saying that i’ll end my life
i’m saying i want to close my eyes and not experience it

i lived in fear, i lived in disgust, and i lived in shame
this all made me feel ill
i did things i shouldn’t have, i fell down rabbit holes i shouldn’t have
it haunts me, my past
its a funny thing
there was a moment where i wanted to quit and give up but i didn’t

because i have a small little sliver of hope, that 2026
will be better than ‘25

- kai endly

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