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joell ortiz - anxiety كلمات الأغنية

[intro]
uh

[chorus]
okay, oh no, first i can’t catch a breath
feel the moisture as i begin to sweat (d-mn)
i start feelin’ dizzy like my balance left (whoa)
and now my heart’s beatin’ like it’s out my chest (no)
it’s happenin’ again, it’s happenin’ again
but you can’t tell n-body, they gon’ think you crazy
it’s happenin’ again, it’s happenin’ again
just let it p-ss, boy, you’ll be good, baby

[verse 1]
wakin’ up’s a struggle, i used to want to hustle
i used to want the whole world to know that i existed, now i cuddle
in the bed with myself, hopin’ the phone don’t ring
hopin’ a text don’t come through or email don’t bling
i feel funny, shouldn’t i be happy? i get money
instead, i put on all new clothes and feel crummy
but i’m showin’ up for work like i’m a-okay
anxiety? who, me? no way, josé
i hide behind a smile while my mind is runnin’ wild
nervous for no reason, heart beatin’ like a mile a minute
where’s the nearest bathroom? i’m in it
splash some water on my face, wipe it dry, let’s get it
that’s my life in a nutsh-ll, feel like i’m goin’ nuts, well
let’s keep it on the low, can’t let ’em know that you ain’t upscale
i shouldn’t even carry real id
forgot what it feels like to really feel like me

[verse 2]
sometimes i hear a song and wanna cry
it brings me to before i was this guy and puts water in my eyes
i keep my faith strong, if there’s a lord up in the sky
i pray that i feel happy one more time before i die
i get glimpses, then it’s gone in an instance
joy’s in front of me and then it’s off in the distance
no one in my phone book i could call for -ssistance
’cause they won’t understand what i be goin’ through, what is this?
why won’t it go away? never thought i would know a day
that the ship captain started actin’ like a stowaway
i’m thinkin’ ’bout a meetin’ tomorrow with sweaty palms, now
like, if i catch a panic attack, how can i calm down?
nervous that i might feel nervous, what a vicious cycle
i see myself fadin’ away without the vitiligo
i hit the gym and try to get off some steam
but i get anxiety just tryna pick a machine
some pictures make me smile ’cause my figure is lean
and then the very next thought is “i can’t get in them jeans”
wish that i could go to sleep, wake up and life is sweet
but truth is, i fight this beast in the middle of dreams

- joell ortiz

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