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like bro, please talk to someone
i told my therapist bout’ you
you know i was only bound to
trauma barely left my mouth
my lips gone numb, don’t know how
it’s time to rid of my doubts

don’t know where it started
but definitely middle school was garbage
as the new kid, always hid from comments
messaged bullsh_t, left those texts un_hearted
d_mn it got worse, you know
well you don’t, so let me just write this out
p.e before lunch had me stressin’ out
falling to my knees, what i’m thinking bout’

started with this girl approaching me (approaching me)
thinking she tryna chat, why you close to me? (hе_h_llo?)
why she reaching back so suddеnly? (so suddenly)
now she’s touching back and front of me
no consent asked fore’ she wrapped around
why she laughing at me i’m no circus clown?
i was freaked out, said stop, and frowned
but she didn’t care she went out of bounds

it got worse
only worse
multiple occasions had me pulling out my hair
she said “you’re a guy go tell someone, no one will care”
she wasn’t the only one its just her words stuck
looking at me not caring, she couldn’t give a f_ck (f_ck)
but that’s only for s_x, when its abuse she ate it up
i was on that ledge of suicide i had enough
yeah i had en—
enough
that time period was tough
it felt like, god was treating me rough
it’s his plan, but this feels messed up
had her hands, on me and this feelings stuck
i replay, the memories and they all suck
and she say, “you gotta chill out and man up”
and i’ll stay, forever hurt from my bad lu—
next session

had a best friend we’ll call him t
t was my best friend in elementary
times were different, yeah now its just a memory
a memory of that pr_ck who backstabbed me
we were close and got closer in quarantine
all our trust became a foreign theme
our bond was torn to shreds overnight it seems
text message death threats, from my friends to me

tryna under stand the sudden change in emotion
drowning in regret, yeah i’m drowning in a ocean
i see you at the dock, but you left me so hopeless
i gave you my time then you took it and you opened
a nasty can of worms filled with trauma i was hoping
you’d treat me like human but you bash me till i’m broken
i told my therapist about you
i hate it, so
d_mn, much
i told my therapist bout’ you
(you know you’ve told me a lot about this other person)
you know i was only bound to (and, i’m really sorry)
(you sound like you’re holding back)
trauma barely left my mouth
my lips gone numb, don’t know how
it’s time to rid of my doubts
(what are you not saying?)

- javacats

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