ilyhabits - derealization كلمات أغنية
[verse]
i had a ex go into rehab, and not come back
now she’s at aa meetings, and never gonna get better
but it’s okay, because she’s trying anyway
even though we split, i will never forget what she did
yes i have friends that cut themselves, yes i’m in a battle with my own mental health
my life is sh_t, it’s always been sh_t, since the sh_t has started
yes i’ve smoked before, yes i gave up my innocence for a wh0re
my body count is zero, and it’s gonna stay that way
‘cause i could never build up the courage to say it my parents face
that i went to a girls house and got laid
i push people away, like they a bug and i got raid
i got so faded the other day, that i saw your beautiful face but i realized it wasn’t real, so i did it again just for the feel
i’ve f_cked over some people, who didn’t deserve it
i just let it out on them, because deep down i was hurtin’
i wonder if girls ever really stop and think, that maybe they the reason why men drink the drink (d_mn)
[chorus]
ay, i ain’t a perfectionist
so stop expecting me to be
flipping through my memories
demons latching on like some fleas
i hate it when they look at me
they tryna make everyone see
the darkest f_ckin’ side of me
i guess it wasn’t meant to be
[verse]
my fate is at my fingers, the cancer lingers
this insults remind me of jerry springer’s, and a pair of ringers
i don’t f_ckin’ get it, how you can pass the message
i became optimistic and pessimistic, and no one cared
but they will if i put smoke in the air, even though i didn’t grow up in a hood, my life wasn’t always good
how could you live with the fact, you gave someone else a panic attack
me and my demons back and forth, like it’s a wrestling match
i’m deain’ with stress, my life is a mess
but i will never consider death, or put smoke up in my chest
“i will never pop no pill”, that’s what they all say
first day of school, throwin’ hands in the hallway
what’s the point of having friends, man they all fake
i got a friend in a mental institution, he tried to k!ll himself but the reasons so confusin’
why couldn’t he just come to me, ‘cause i would’ve helped
‘cause i know how it feels to walk through h_ll
yea, i’m thirteen but i feel twenty
how the h_ll is that?, i’ve been through so much pain so i can’t maintain a smile on my face, i can’t believe i won the race
[chorus]
ay, i ain’t a perfectionist
so stop expecting me to be
flipping through my memories
demons latching on like some fleas
i hate it when they look at me
they tryna make everyone see
the darkest f_ckin’ side of me
i guess it wasn’t meant to be
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