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herafter - why lyrics
it isnt your fault. and that is a fact. but i still can’t seem to get over the past
i wanted you to be my girl
i would treat you just perfect, buy you diamonds and pearls
but all i ever was to you was nothing but a friend, and you had no idea how much you really meant
to me, please see
that you are not just a person but you are also a key for me. a key that can help me find happiness and success. a key that can help me overcome this feeling that is useless, lifeless, the feeling of being depressed. at this point
i couldn’t lose you
id be losing to much
i could never be able to break through
this hurt and depression
hey one question
remember those words u told me? “i love you” yea that just made me happy now i know the truth and i feel h-lla cr-ppy
only made me worse with the little hope that i had, coulda told me u loved someone else instead of f-cking up bad
f-ck
and you continue to deny. i know the truth so baby why did you lie, sometimes i can’t hide the pain that i bottle up inside
you are my everything but we ain’t together. the only thing that i ever wanted was us to have a forever
wait
please listen, i want you to know my opinion. all our time that we spent was priceless, and our calls every night were flawless
but f-ck all of that cuz now its just useless, you could care less about me since apperently im f-cked in the head im crazy. imma go ape sh-t wait baby. i knew something was up cuz u been acting real different lately. and that key that you were to me ain’t nothing but an obstacle that will bring me down, not giving me help but causing me to have more and more f-cking break downs
this situation right here yea its looking so wack if it gets even worse ill have a f-cking attack
back in the day we would always talk
night after night and we would never stop. hours and hours of our time on the phone that was an era when i was feeling in the zone
but something happened, i f-cked up
it happened more then once and thats when you just had enough
i went through depression, i went through some pain
and after it all i didn’t come out the same
depression had changed me, it tore me apart
and thats when i started to do some things that werent so smart
but man
lets skip this part, lets fast forward to when i stopped. lets go right to the part where things still wouldn’t stop. i got over depression. all thanks to her, this is only one example of why she is my world
wait i didn’t tell u. i was still in love with the girl i was talking bout earlier
but things weren’t the same
no not even close, and ill tell ya bout the thing that bothered me the most
i was going coast to coast tryna bring things back, lets start with the fact that she wouldn’t call me back
she’d promise to facetime but it’d never happen, but when it would it there would never be any action
not like before
no not at all
at this point i am just feeling so small
it hurts. its stupid. all the time i spent was useless. truth is girl. i just miss u and
i can’t stop thinking about u
now u might ask, how could my love
possibly last
for her?
yea its long, but i ain’t giving up. im strong, it’ll be worth it in the end. but then again you might just get a different boyfriend
i can’t say i didn’t try
2 and a half years of tryna be ur guy
all i gotta ask myself is why
my first attempt at a rap. i gotta mix it in with some trap
put a sick beat so this sh-t dont sound flat
i want this to sound somewhat lit. but honestly it will most likely just end up like sh-t
but let me just say
its my mistake
it was always my fault, i shoulda acted like an adult
its just that n0body will love you like i do. listen up, these are facts. which means this is true. i wasn’t tryna lose you
u tell me i didn’t but i could tell
cuz its not the same, my love for u ain’t no game, dont play with my emotions
dont make me feel broken. i already know ive been demoted
how did i know, that this year this would happen
we managed to drift, now im sitting here rappin
explaining my feelings, the truth, how im hurt
the fact that i feel like a pile of dirt
im sorry, i really am
i got replaced by a dude named ken
my own problems i made yours. i held you back from shooting for the stars and living life
living happy, i restricted ur freedom. caused u to be snappy. its on me. blame it all on me
im sorry
for better for worst losing you really hurts and it feels as bad one of those fairy tail curses. this might be a -ss lame verse but at least i tried. not like the effort you put in with being my friend. its as if you wanted to have whatever we had to end
now lets quit this negativity it needs to stop i wanna see u face to face and just start our friendship from the top
we’ll take this step my step. we’ll do it real slow
ill take even forever to get the old us back. and if i can’t do that ill skip fx and head to mac. but actions speak louder then words so let me show u what i mean. ill treat u real nice since you the girl of my dreams
yea
half a year later, hear u got a man. hope u know he’ll never treat u as well as i can
but that dont matter anymore. i just hope he treats u right. and i hope that your happy with him
happy with him
i saw this happening the moment u first texted him, the moment u had no more time for me
cuz u were on the phone with him
now he texts me, how i lost u to him. notice how much i say him in this verse. he is a curse. not to u but to me. he ruined it all, he took u away. and this is whats left of me this is all that i have to say
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