fujisawa - so alone كلمات أغنية
[intro]
okay, one last pill
i swear it’s the last, maybe
eh, he keeps sendin’ me texts
too busy, pal, so
[verse 1]
as i slowly grow into a maniac state
instead of keen on, keep on chattin’ i say’
“goodnight, th_rny, i’m gon’ sleep
yeah, lephi’s gon’ take a nappy”
so, i closed my bedroom door
go on my bed n’ smile at the bad odor
turned on music, put on eminem for ambiance
closed my eyes n’ i woke up in an ambulance
with lots of why’s, they told me they found me restin’ on the bathroom floor
with a slit wrist and a poorly suicide written letter note
signed with heat by no one other than the jo, kеr, sayin’
“already went to the doc
but hе’s dead and someone bit his throat off
yeah, there’s a huge ass bong
someone musta smoked pot with the dead doc
but i ain’t wastin’ my packed shot
chug on a jack daniel’s barrel on the spot
was walkin’ off until my head shot, ‘motherf_cker, stop
look in that shut bin
there’s a bottle of vicodin
take it n’ slurp it
then stick your d_ck in just to check that you ain’t missed anything
n’ don’t worry about it
you’ll gradually graduate n’ you’ll use a higher drug
it’s called valium’
yeah, that’s great
just look at my girl’s face as i lose my faca_de
she’s screamin’, ‘h_llo, 911, i think something’s wrong with my boyfriend
he, keeps sayin’ end is here
but he’s probably high n’ by himself
he refused to have s_x with me n’ he
ain’t shaving his beard again
he keeps sleepin’ n’ eatin’
please, he needs help_y’
a shady spirit’s in my head
he’s all i can f_ckin’ hear
‘lephi, c’mon, don’t ignore me
this one’s one our first songs
we’re both high, so, let’s watch bonnie and clyde explainin’ why
or hector han n’ bill skinnin’ n’ eatin’ wives
or somethin’ about chavarly
you know me, i say any sh_t that i think
lephi, shi, you know it, that you’ll eventually be
a drug addict like your whole family’
no, i won’t, shut it, b_tch!
[chorus]
sometimes i just feel so alone
no one hears me, no one knows
trapped inside my broken bones
i want to do but i just don’t know
and i said, “sometimes i just feel so alone
no one hears me, no one knows
trapped inside my broken bones
i want to do but i just don’t know.”
[verse 2]
“as if this sh_t isn’t it what’s happening
you got drunk last night
you woke up this morning with mourning eyes askin’
‘what the f_ck happened last night?
where am i?’
it’s five o’ clock n’ from the darkness you spot
your little sister cryin’
you go up to her and ask her what’s up n’ why she whinin’
but the just shouts n’ throws sh_ts atcha
you weave, you get p_ssed
grab a cleave, weave and turn her into minced meat”
what?!
‘i’m just playing with ya, lephi, twistin’ ya trustin’ mind like a twister but with organs
_rg_sms, body parts n’ bits
ha_ha, y’know what they say about me
i provoke queers, sparkling a spark of emotions and fears
even though i think it’s okay to be scared straight n’ in tears
lephi, don’t be sad
it’s totally normal as a teen to relapse, relax_’
i just don’t know what’s happening to me
my mind’s a motherf_cking twisted mix, ture
talkin’ as everything n’ anything goes silent and blind
with a blow, man, i just don’t know
for anything, i say sh_t like
“i’m gon’ try, i promise, now, bye_bye!”
but i know that’s a lie
’cause i don’t and why
i just don’t know
even if i say i will
i know i inevitably won’t
[chorus]
sometimes i just feel so alone
no one hears me, no one knows
trapped inside my broken bones
i want to do but i just don’t know
and i said, “sometimes i just feel so alone
no one hears me, no one knows
trapped inside my broken bones
i want to do but i just don’t know.”
[verse 3]
yeah, no, i’ve never had no problem with alcohol
but hey, if i drink half one
i won’t be drunk but only half buzzed
and so, sit back in your chair, honey
quit trying to climb– oh
no, that was just the sound of a hollow bottle
i really need to sleep
bet nyquil would do the trick for me
but before i need to eat
’cause haven’t ate any_thin n’ my stomach’s empty
move on to the rear sit with a plate of pizza, faygo, musketeers n’ other sh_t
oh wow, why’s it gettin’ hard to to read a thread of my rhymes
eat and scream n’ my visions becoming grey
my left ear started to bleed and– (thud)
[chorus]
sometimes i just feel so alone
no one hears me, no one knows
trapped inside my broken bones
i want to do but i just don’t know
and i said, “sometimes i just feel so alone
no one hears me, no one knows
trapped inside my broken bones
i want to do but i just don’t know.”
[outro]
cmc, we have a teenager male found down, unresponsiveness
possible overdose, substance unknown..
will update while on row
that’s all for now
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