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finding aureus - grown enough lyrics

part 1:
when i was in the 9th grade i didn’t really walk
i ran to every moment, didn’t think before i’d talk
i didn’t try in school, i wasn’t assed to match a sock
i’d just open my mouth to say things for the shock

when i was in the 10th grade, i had to sink real low
felt lost for forever, caught up in the undertow
then i was stuck inside, where did all of my friends go?
felt like every day was a filler episode

when i was in 11th grade i made some big mistakes
panicked so much i couldn’t hit the breaks
wrote an album ‘bout my thoughts, did i have what it takes?
shed my old self, but it came apart in flakes

when i was in 12th grade, i figured myself out
took a couple breaths, never had to scream or shout
still afraid to talk to people i didn’t know about
it’s all too bad i never switched and picked a new route

part 2:
got stuck inside a trench, i never felt so alone
called myself a loner, didn’t ever feel at home
got asked “how do you feel?”, but i never felt good
probably wake up in the am, but didn’t wish that i would
had to think through some solutions just to break the chain
picked up some social cues to keep myself sane
closed my ears up to avoid all the humbug
lived inside a dreamland, treated it like a drug

covered up my eyes like somebody haunted me
i couldn’t feel the sun, i had to hide up in the trees
all i saw were 8’s, but didn’t know what that could mean
when all i did was scaled, i couldn’t believe what i’d seen

i can’t take the sadness out of any night or any day
still learning all of the norms of the new age
by the time i was 18 i was ready for a cleanse
stuck inside a submarine is not how my life ends

part 3:
please, don’t go
stay another hour or three
please, don’t go
i don’t think i’m safe alone with me

please, don’t go
you won’t regret stayed
please, don’t go
i’ve been like this since the 7th grade
please, don’t go
i don’t know if i’m grown enough
please, don’t go
i know you don’t think the going is rough

but now, you go
there’s no one left to turn to
but now, you go
i’ll rewind time, just for you

- finding aureus

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