fatmowf - huckleberry كلمات الأغنية
[verse 1]
cause if i had the choice, i wouldn’t be here
i didn’t ask for this, i ain’t sign up for this
i’m fed up with this, and dialing 1_800_f_ck_this_sh_t
life is called a gift, but where’s the box? i’ve had enough of it
mom and dad, if you still have the receipt, you should refund the sh_t
cause lately i’ve been in the pits, i’ve gotten stuck in it
hard to get out of bed when every day i’m feeling sluggish, sh_t
razor blades inside the closet, i been cutting sh_t
white pillows, red sheets, my bedroom looks republican
i’m throwing a pity party, where the f_ck are all the guests?
aw f_ck it, i’m getting dressed, i really need the confidence
but, when i looked into the mirror, i took off the sh_t
then got back in the bed to go to sleep, i do it often, it’s
really not the healthiest escape, i do it anyways
i self_sabotage when i feel down, i simply waste away
taking prozac because it’s supposed to take the pain away
my parents checking in like, “i thought you were gonna skate today”
like “let’s go get some food, i know you haven’t ate today”
and i guess i’m hungry, but i don’t want to show my face today
i check my phone every hour, it’s always zero notifs
if i died today, i guarantee that n0body would notice
’cause no one really gives a f_ck, i’m all alone
it f_cking hurts to know my tombstone one day will be forever roseless
at least i helped them while they were at their lows
i gave them hugs, i made them laugh, or simply just picked the phone
whenever they needed to talk, or some advice or something more
they could guarantee i’d be there, all them n_ggas know i’m loyal
and if my n_ggas sneezed too hard, a bowl of soup is at their door
and i would be the one they talk to anytime their heart was broke
and i don’t really ask for much, man, i just hate being ignored
and i just hate the fact i ride or die for n_ggas that just don’t
because when i’m on the edge and try to reach out to my bros
they disappear, and i’m like, where the f_ck did everybody go?
what the f_ck?
[chorus]
i’m drowning
save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
’cause i’m drowning
please save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
[verse 2]
a lot of sh_t has changed for me, i’m growing up, i’m 21
but more than physically, it’s mentally, forgive my self_esteem
but what the f_ck is up with me?
noise complaint against my brain, like can you stop the ruckus please?
i don’t need friends, the voices in my head, they keep me company
they’re stuck to me
the parasitic thoughts have even found a way to every night f_ck up my dreams
they tell me that i’m ugly, and when they figure out that i am not who i pretend to be
then n0body will f_ck with me (they told me)
quit the lies, you’re not demotivated, you’re just lazy
and if people could read your mind, they’d know you’re f_cking crazy
and when you fail to get sh_t done, you blame your adhd
you’re just a waste of sp_ce, my parents probably f_cking hate me
dropped out of college, broke and couldn’t get a job
bank account was overdraft, stole some sandwiches from vons
told so many f_cking lies, hiding sh_t from dad and mom
you never told them that you_ ’cause you want them to call you son
you change yourself for validation, you’re f_cking pathetic
white kids at school called you a n_gga, you laughed and you let ’em
you thought you were fitting in, you thought you were making friends
my n_gga, you so ignorant, you really thought you meant something?
you’re such a f_cking idiot, they never invited you out
they never f_cking liked you, look around at how quiet it’s now
and now your emo ass use razor blades just to silence the sound
the girl you really like’s with other n_ggas that’s piping her out
while you just sit inside your room all day and f_cking m_st_rbate
you stopped taking your medicine ’cause you don’t like the aftertaste
you f_cking suck, the only thing you good at is procrastinate
so hop inside that sh_tty f_cking car and f_cking crash today
yeah, that’s the sh_t i think when i’m alone
and no one threw a rope to save me, so i found my own
it’s all in motion, i just stand on the conveyor belt
it’s not your fault, i promise, truth is i can only blame myself
[chorus]
i’m drowning
save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
’cause i’m drowning
please save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
i’m drowning
save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
’cause i’m drowning
please save me
i need somebody’s help
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
and i said
somebody help
cause i need
i need some help
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