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feels like his whole life is about to crack

just like the chip in his tooth with

constant pain he doesn’t know what to do

thinking over his life knowing what he’d end up having to do

i don’t give a f-ck about anyone else either they can all get screwed

it seems like he’s got a few faults in his mind

the time keeps ticking but yet the pain doesn’t subside

it stays it goes it comes back just the spoil his hope

makes him sit and think about the long dangly twisty rope

can’t even speak without overthinking hear him chock as he goes to explain

you won’t ever known it you won’t ever feel his pain

writing raps all day but yet he feels so ashamed to show them

or even pick up the mic and speak it out loud and let the whole world know them

frozen stuck in a box seems like times gonna run out before he hits the jackpot

and what the f-ck is luck i wish i had some

it seems like i’m just waiting on something to happen listening to these sad songs

jamming to it in his room rolling up when he feels down some

help him from loosing his sh-t when he’s in a bad one

seem like nothing but best know when i blow i’ll sure put on one h-ll of a show

try to provoke him that’s a no

think you got away with it i ain’t blind i know who’s real and who’s foe

the way they treat you shows who really down to beat you or cheat you

i know the the ones i can trust the most

talking behind my back like u think i don’t know

it’s obvious but i like to keep what i do on the down low

don’t even think about judging me when we cross each other over the road

i am no longer gonna be the one that’s getting towed

i do this sh-t all on my own

don’t f-ck with me now that i’m getting in the zone

they don’t care now but best guarantee they hit up my phone

sitting around doing f-ck all yet in my head i constantly moan

the silence in the room is freaking me out who the f-ck was that shouting my name from in the clouds

gets pushed around stands there holding ground you stupid if u back down

little p-ssy wouldn’t stand up when it got loud

think the fact that i’m smaller means a thing then think again cos i’m a nut job and i say it proud

look up in my eyes and stare at the devil in my soul

sold it years ago and if i get caught then i may aswell say fairwell

to this life i was dealt

dealt the wrong cards now he’s going down the wrong path

drug abusing he’s mentally f-cked up but the other mes a laugh

coming out the closet with a skeleton that’s there haunting

speaking to him but he ain’t responding
slurring his words when he’s talking

now snorting at 3 in the morning

vision distorting up all night every week no wonder every day he wakes up feeling

won’t stop till he dies almost k!lled my slelf over someone else life

and to his mum i’m sorry caught me on the wrong day i couldn’t control what’s inside of me

the feelings i get there indescribable feel the lowness every day but yet he’s in denial

feeling like he’s indestructible having almost died a few times

but seems to god that each one wasn’t my time

now i’m chasing this life imma go the distance won’t stop won’t give up till i hit that finish line

this is straight from the mind u know that we do don’t mess we get it

and i think it’s time i start to up the grind

time to work my way up no more of this being lazy

before i know it i’ll be out off time wishing for my life back

knowing i didn’t live what was in the back of my mind

despite the twisted ness there’s other ideas in there that’s part of a master plan

and now he’s feeling incredible he might just go follow it through

stick it to the end and say f-ck you for leaving me too

i’m done with being messed around and i’m starting to see that i’ve been wasting my time on you

but i guess i had no clue of what it was that u was gonna do

but now that it’s over an the pain starts to subside

i question my life and i questions myself why?

depressions a b-tch and it hit me harder than a off balance roller coaster ride

crying in the dark when he’s feeling down soul taken out off him feeling like he died

don’t judge before you look into his eyes

n0body knows me no matter how much you think you do

you don’t and that ain’t no lie

so before he decided to jump he just had to go and have one last high

till he started feeling cooler and re thought the picture walking away not wanting to die

still here now praying for the weed that changed my mind

it’s crazy how we all go through different sh-t judging just on how you look

the past is the past you gotta leave that sh-t behind

but how can he when everyday he gets a constant remind

set aside the last few years of his life

he ain’t been normal since 1999

dreaming and screaming

waking up in the middle of the night

wondering why the f-ck he’s bleeding

i need to get more of my chest than you know

it’s just about the right time and i’m sorry if i’m slow

the pain is k!lling me actually making him think why is he so different

why does he struggle? everyone else is just oblivious to who he actually is

having my heart been torn apart before

he sees himself as the kid that shouldn’t be here no more

and when he’s falling apart and gets to the point of when he feels like he can’t take it no more

the voices in his head fight over what’s the right thing to do despite it all i wouldn’t do it again i swore to them

so many different things i have to overcome

knowing what it is i need to stay away from

needing to stop, talk and not shy away from

walks out the room cos he’s feeling uncomfortable don’t even know when things went wrong

it seems to start to feel like it’s getting better

till then it takes a turn for the worst and now he’s back in the gutter

quite literally hand in the gutter dead end jobs the way it seems it’s gonna be for my life

this is not completely finished just wanted some feedback

- ep

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