eli the guy - the love lost in river city كلمات أغنية
[intro]
the child is still in pain
do_do_do_dah_dah, ba_do_do, bah_ah, do_do, ba_da_ba_da_da (mmm, eli, look)
[verse]
lately can’t shake it, undermedicated, hate because it’s easiest (do_do_do)
speaking out of anger, all my lane, i’m in the median (dah_dah, ba_do_do)
defensive when i’m speaking, since a child, been disobedient (bah_ah)
always had spite, but had trouble when receiving it (do_do, ba_da_ba_da_da)
always had strife, pops told me not to bleed in it and keep it pushing (do_do_do_dah_dah)
watch closely while i bleed, come and peep the footage (ba_do_do)
watch closely while i bleed, it’s deeper than the recent pеace (bah_ah, do_do, ba_da_ba_da_da)
this is relief, thе years are holding on
pr_ne to loath and loss, closing off, couldn’t tell a soul (do_do_do_dah_dah)
i was only eight when trauma called, sharks was all inside the water, blame myself, it’s all on me (oh, do_o_o_o)
i was only a child, felt something was wrong with me (do_gon_do, went to_)
felt i had to be the toughest, overcompensating (do_do_do_dah_dah)
had to keep running, i could never have that conversation (ba_do_do)
lashing out at dumb sh_t, filled with anger, no justification (bah_ah)
had to be the toughest, all the product of that situation (ba_da_ba_da_da)
can’t break the walls, feel like they’re breaking me (do_do_do_dah_dah)
i was only eight, i can’t keep blaming me (ba_do_do)
never that easy though, these walls, years in the making, breaking free (bah_ah)
it feel impossible, these walls are part of me (ba_da_ba_da_da)
defense mechanisms is volatile, trauma crawling on me (do_do_do_dah_dah)
wasn’t strong enough to stop it though, trauma crawling on me (ba_do_do)
left me unrecognizable, left me inside the matrix with tribulations and trials (bah_ah)
distorted self_image, the blurry picture to file (ba_da_ba_da_da)
the smile is always a frown when your world upside down (do_do_do)
cause a ruckus, hiding behind the tears of a clown (dah_dah)
when i drown, i was only a child (oh, do_o_o_o)
inside these shark_infested waters, i got lost in the wild (do_gon_do, went to_)
mmm, river city
tell me what you’re looking for, what do you desire (oh_do_do_dah_dah)
rock designer just to look important, what you tryna hide (ba_do_do)
on my own i keep it pushing, tryna heal my inner child (bah_ah)
false grin crooked, try our best to wear its smile (ba_da_ba_da_da)
everybody been hurting, seen some sh_t they never talk about (do_do_do_dah_dah)
a cold as closed curtains, in these jordans, gonna walk them out (ba_do_do)
struggle being open, felt some sh_t i never talk about (bah_ah)
i was just a child, with innocence and a lost and found (ba_da_ba_da_da)
i was just a child when neighborhood tried to hawk him down (do_do_do_dah_dah)
ain’t n0body found him, unresolved, wish i could find him now (ba_do_do)
now a n_gga grown, try that sh_t again, i’m stronger now (bah_ah)
now that n_gga grown, try that sh_t again, i’m_ uh (ba_da_ba_da_da)
now i’m twenty_two, through the years, the tears fall (do_do_do_dah_dah)
so many knuckles bruised from wishing you was the wall (ba_do_do)
so many petty scuffles at school, fights in the halls (bah_ah)
lashing out for all the times that i felt too small (ba_da_ba_da_da)
even still i’m insecure (do_do_do_dah_dah)
lashing out at homies, n_gga save your reassurance (ba_do_do)
i’m destined to be lonely, n_gga i was just a kid, and still a child because of it (bah_ah)
finally it’s time to stop running unconfident (ba_da_ba_da_da)
cause we all was only children with innocence in the lost and found (do_do_do_dah_dah)
we was only children when neighborhood tried to hawk him down (ba_do_do)
ain’t n0body found him, unresolved, wish we could find him now (bah_ah)
now we all grown, try that sh_t again, we stronger now (ba_da_ba_da_da)
mmm, mmm (do_do_do_dah_dah, ba_do_do)
i was just a child, with innocence and a lost and found (bah_ah)
i was just a child when neighborhood tried to hawk him down (ba_da_ba_da_da)
ain’t n0body found him, unresolved, wish i could find him now (oh_do_do_dah_dah)
now a n_gga grown, try that sh_t again, i’m stronger now (oh, do_o_o_o)
mmm, now a n_gga grown, try that sh_t again, i’m stronger now (do_gon_do, went to_)
[outro]
cause when you hit a certain age you start to reflect (do_do_do_dah_dah, ba_do_do)
you hit a certain age in life, man, you start to reflect (bah_ah)
and then you start looking back on all them things you thought mattered (ba_da_ba_da_da)
and you start yo realize none of it did (oh_do_do_dah_dah)
because the only thing that mattered was your personal happiness (oh, do_o_o_o, do_gon_do, went to_)
your sanity, your ability to deal
and the rest of this sh_t is just sh_t
it comes and goes
all of that f_cking sh_t comes and goes
the only things that mattered was your personal happiness
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