egovert - ideas are bulletproof! كلمات الأغنية
part i _ i need jesus!
[intro: unknown sample]
[?]
i wanna see everybody jump and scream
i wanna see everybody jump and scream
[chorus]
paint my head with his blood, i need jesus
mix my wok with some rocks, i need jesus
got addictions i can’t stop, i need jesus
my mind a livin’ h_ll, it’s hot, i need jesus
i need jesus, i need jesus
i need jesus, i need jesus
i need jesus, i need jesus
i need jesus, i need jesus
[verse]
i was sittin’ in my class when my classmate told me k!ll myself (ching_ching)
i said “very gladly, boy, i’m antsy, so i won’t go_ (pew)
blow the f_ckin’ trigger, brains stained on my bathroom shelf (oh no)
[?] mr. bean and massive sadness that’s fueling my health
i only sleep when the sun’s up, i don’t give no f_cks
i f_cked this sl_t up on a sofa, don’t even know hеr
died for my high school diploma, and [?]
most of my locals are losers or f_ckin’ posеrs (yeah)
i made six figures in four months and i ain’t even drop a song (wow)
if you wondering why, it’s because i’m tryna get strong
not mentally and physical, every day i’m tryna evolve
my whole family think i’m crazy but name one g_nius who’s not
y’all screamin’ “it’s so hard,” i’m screamin’ because i’m lost
this my only form of therapy, i’m often p_ssed off
[chorus]
paint my head with his blood, i need jesus
mix my wok with some rocks, i need jesus
got addictions i can’t stop, i need jesus
my mind a livin’ h_ll, it’s hot, i need jesus
i need jesus, i need jesus
i need jesus, i need jesus
i need jesus, i need jesus
i need jesus, i need jesus
part ii _ red pill! vs. blue pill!
[chorus]
i’m p_ssed off, i’m f_cked up
i took one too much of
this sh_t that i got from this kid at the bus stop
[verse 1]
i never forget the first time that i overdosed
well, i don’t remember sh_t, i ended up in comatose
second time they said they found me lifeless with a bl__dy nose
foam comin’ out of my mouth, my hand around a bag of coke
been addicted to pills since i was a young teen
started off with vitamins, by sixteen i was a xan fiend
doin’ ketamine in the bathroom and then the bell rings
gotta run back to class but i feel my legs melting
every time i see my mama cry, i f_ckin’ hate myself
i know she got ’em problems
so why the f_ck can i contain myself?
my father got way numb to that pain
put that man through h_ll
i wonder if i’ll end up heaven, where are the angels?
well, i have my body rotting, a carcass
i’ll even drop myself to make this pain go away for a second
i would give my world to handsome devils
business men, they love the death to mental health
the hands of silly sl_ts that destroy me slowly with sk!lls of stealth (ah)
imagine your son dyin’ in front your eyes, what you doin’?
could’ve fell in love and got a wife, f_ck, i blew it
sh_t, you wanna k!ll me, made me cry, f_ck he doin’?
sh_t, you wanna k!ll me, made me cry, f_ck he doin’?
imagine yo’ own mama tell you lies
what the f_ck is love? ’cause it’s the devil in disguise
run him in the grave or save him, come help me decide (yeah)
pain and sorrow with a welcome mat, i drop aside (yeah)
f_ckin’ k!ll him
[chorus]
i’m p_ssed off, i’m f_cked up
i took one too much of
this sh_t that i got from this kid at the bus stop
[bridge]
what pill did you take?
what pill did you take?
what pill did you take?
what pill did you take? (what pill did you take?)
what pill did you take? (what pill did you take?)
what pill did you take? what pill did you take?
what pill did you take?
[verse 2]
yeah, my catnip filled with hard drugs (it’s me)
and lots of skin care products (wow)
i just bought me a revovler, the solution to problems (yeah)
will end immediately if i blow up this old honda
and if he not afraid to pull the trigger, told him “run up”
i stay away one of my enemies, blowin’ my brains, f_ck that, i’m runnin’
i was [?] and now i’m with a dirty switch_blade, b_tch, i’m already ready
i’m in a constant battle with sobriety but still got meds in my belly
i serve [?] that i walked out with so many
i’m not going to a psych ward again, i’d rather have episodes (yeah)
when my doctor told me i’m bipolar, i flex my lexapro
two_hundred milligrams zoloft every day, that sh_t will f_ck you, bro
still clean up the volvo that i shattered like three months ago
[?] said realities are [?] in my own [?]
but when i would get some money, i’d be happy, now i’m torn
they rip my friends apart, this industry is a dirty wh0re
i see the devil dancin’ and you all want to wear his h_rns
f_ck your feelings, we just wanna hear you rap, ego
you ain’t dropped in four months, you smokin’ crack, ego?
why you ain’t droppin’ “matter fact,” you know you spazzed, ego (f_ckin’ spazzed)
why you wearin’ women’s cloths? is you a ___, ego?
every time i see a bottle of pills, i can’t help myself (why?)
lied to my friends, told ’em i’m sober so they don’t feel guilt
lied to my own d_mn b_tch about the amount of drugs i ran
i don’t wanna do therapy anymore, that sh_t don’t help
and f_ck the pharmaceutical industry, i’ll see y’all in h_ll
i been hatin’ rehab in another f_ckin’ country
i had no [?] culture, access to my money
tear my f_ckin’ mood [?] country
[?] it’s always been f_ck [?]
stick up for yourself or put your sticks up
they caught me lackin’ so my ____, [?]
he was sixty facin’ fifty in the system
this is what society does, we’re the victims
tired of being bullied so we crop the picture
so now we gon’ stomp on his head, like “how this feel, nerd?”
i hope this—, i hope this—
i cannot describe the things i learned on tnt
i refuse to believe in your false reality
activate your third eye and question the things you see
made the decision and now i have ptsd
i wake up sweating in panic attacks so i don’t sleep
my brain chemistry been out of whack since age of fifteen
i’m damaged from chemicals one of them is [?]
i’m running out of options but the truth is now you see
but i chose to run pills so i guess that one is on me
part iii _ kiwi!
[intro]
(on god)
[?]
reflection calms your mind
reflection calms your mind
god, on god, on god
reflection calms your mind
[verse]
i reminisce while sitting back with some fine wine
doin’ cocaine, it’s a long line
but it’s a long night, i’m gon’ be alright
i know you got your own problems, girl, i got mine
drop my [?] in cement, know my mom’s crying
i’m her only f_ckin’ son and i’m slowly dying
this the only thing i got, every day i’m tryin’
to better myself and then better my own knowledge
’cause wisdom work more than money when you turn to a prophet
i’m in a state of confusion, every day i won’t vomit
i got to the turn the f_ckin’ album in, no time for sobbin’
but it’s hard to concentrate on work when you lost in your conscious
i fell in love recently then i started poppin’
and then i started breaking trust and i f_ckin’ lost it
never thought i would fall in love, wow, i fell in love
[?], reflection calms your mind, reflection calms your mind
but i love you forever, my guardian angel, kiwi
part iv _ v for vendetta!
part v _ night before egodeath
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