$ebbuku - bloodstain كلمات الأغنية
[verse 1]
see the door close, then i hear it lock
misused toy thrown inside of a box
stuck in a room with n0body i know
there’s pain in my chest and it’s starting to show
i’m losing weight and it’s starting to show
messages asking me “where did you go?”
this pain was a gift that i had to bestow
my friends and my freedom, i had to forego
walked in the room, i don’t know how i’m feeling
i got the room with the highest ceiling
felt so bad, man my skin was peeling
and all i could hear was incessant screaming
[pre_chorus]
i’m not allowed to express my emotions
i’m not allowed to show how i feel
i’m not allowed to do what i want
’cause if i do that, imma get me k!lled
[chorus]
can’t talk about it, it’s classed as taboo
blood stained on your skin, it looks like a tattoo
the systеm is f_____, but what can you do
society’s where thе world tears you in two
living my life stuck in gmt
you’ll only succeed if you get a degree
the only way out is to offer a plea
look at my life, all that’s left is debris
can’t talk about it, it’s classed as taboo
blood stained on your skin, it looks like a tattoo
the system is f_____, but what can you do
society’s where the world tears you in two
living my life stuck in gmt
you’ll only succeed if you get a degree
the only way out is to offer a plea
look at my life, all that’s left is debris
[verse 2]
suicide all on the news
doing it all for the views
yes, i’m a victim to my own abuse
they act like it’s funny, but i’m not amused
met my best friends, closed my eyes and saw my enemies
never thought that it would end, but now they’re distant memories
family’s scared, ’cause they’ve seen propaganda
now i’m scared, ’cause i can’t let ’em down
my grandma said “tell me, got far, have ya?”
the furthest i went was a trip out to town
high ambitions, but don’t get too keen
i’m nothing but a hopeless teen
in bed by 9:15
make sure your blade is clean
back in my house now, it’s been four months
hard to believe that i lived here once
one more problem i’ve gotta confront
consistently sober, but wished i was drunk
always watched, 1984
thoughts breaking in, but i’m holding the door
trapped in a place where i have no power
there’s tears on my floor and there’s blood in my shower
five months in and i’m missing my life
five months in and i snuck in a knife
two months left and i’m seeing the light
one day feeling hope, and then gone overnight
[pre_chorus]
’cause i’m not allowed to express my emotions
i’m not allowed to show how i feel
i’m not allowed to do what i want
’cause if i do that, imma get me k!lled
[chorus]
can’t talk about it, it’s classed as taboo
blood stained on your skin, it looks like a tattoo
the system is f_____, but what can you do
society’s where the world tears you in two
living my life stuck in gmt
you’ll only succeed if you get a degree
the only way out is to offer a plea
look at my life, all that’s left is debris
can’t talk about it, it’s classed as taboo
blood stained on your skin, it looks like a tattoo
the system is f_____, but what can you do
society’s where the world tears you in two
living my life stuck in gmt
you’ll only succeed if you get a degree
the only way out is to offer a plea
look at my life, all that’s left is debris
[outro]
see the door close, then i hear it lock
misused toy got outside of the box
leaving the room with somebody i know
there’s pain in my chest and it’s starting to slow
i’m gaining weight and it’s starting to show
messages asking me “where did you go?”
this pain was a gift that i had to bestow
my friends and my freedom were back in my home
got in my car in the pouring rain
look back at my past, despair and my pain
a friend came out and he looked at my face
put his hand on my shoulder, and said “be safe”
living my life stuck in gmt
teaching myself who i’m gonna be
now telling my story on bbc
look at my life, built up from debris
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