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dylnmbry - my auntie is a man now كلمات أغنية

[verse 1 : dylnmbry]
my auntie is a man now
i think i’m old enough to understand now
drinking parmesan with her hat turned backwards
motorola pager off white gas jacket
blue air_maxes, gold chains and curl kits
93 nissan wax job the earliest
big social, big personality
they wasn’t comfortable around me, everything was offensive
my auntie is a man now
i watch a man this girl holding hands down
tip of the avenues under street lights made years
thinking i want me a bad b_tch when i get big
calling them anything but broke was less offending
they hug on the corner like california came cold
hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road
see my auntie is a man now
slight bravado, scratching the likes from lotto
hoping that she pull up tomorrow
so i can hang out in the front seat
s_x by nine i was keeping the music up under me
my auntie is a man now
and at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much
i was always been jealous because he had more women
more money and more attention made more envy
calling them anything but broke was less offending
my auntie is a man now
i think i’m old enough to understand now
remember church easter sunday
i sat in the pew you had a stroke of fate
more spiritual and enthused we’re living like straight
which i found ironic cause the pastor didn’t seem the same
he said my cousin was going through some things
he promised the world we live in there was an act on abomination
i knew you was conflicted by the feelings of preaching man
wondering if god still call you a decent man
still he found the courage to be subservient just to annoy
until he singled you out to prove his point
saying church his auntie is a man now
it hurt you the most cause your belief was close to his words
forcing me to stand out
i said “mr. preacher man should love thy neighbor
the laws of the land of the heart was greater
i recognized the studies you was taught since birth
but that don’t justify the feelings that my cousin preserved”
the building was thinking out loud
bad angel
that’s when you looked at me and smiled
said “thank you”
the day i chose humanity over religion
the family got closer and was all forgiven
see i was taught words was nothing more than a sound
if ever they was pr_nounced without any intentions
[bridge: dylnmbry]
church his auntie is a man now
church his auntie is a man now

[verse 2: dylnmbry]
i remember looking in the mirror
knowing i was gifted only child
me for seven years everything for christmas
did he touch you? family ties
frozen moments still holding on it
hard to trust myself i started rhyming
coping mechanisms to lift up myself
talked to my lawyer
told me not to be so hard on myself
he has an aura i hope to achieve
if i find some help
my auntie is a man now
i think i’m old enough to understand now
they handed me some smoke
but still i declined
i did it sober sitting with myself
i went through all emotions no dependence
except for one let me bring you closer
intoxicated there’s a l_stful nature
that i failed to mention insecurities
that i projected with other women
the purest soul i know i found her in the kitchen
asking god where did i lose myself?
and can it be forgiven?
broke me down she looked me in my eyes
is there an addiction? i said “no”
but this time i lied i knew that i can’t fix it
purest soul even in her pain
know she cared for me gave me a number
says she recommended some therapy
by the time you hear this song
she did all she could
all those women gave me super powers
what i thought i lacked i pray our children
don’t inherit me in feelings i attract
a conversation not being addressed
in families the devastation
haunting generations and humanity
my auntie was a man now
we cool with it
the history had trickled down
and made us ignant my favorite cousin said
he’s returning a favor and following my auntie
with the same behavior the devastation
haunting generations and humanity
they raped our mothers
then they raped our sisters
then they made us watch
then made us rape each other
psychotic torture between our lives
we ain’t recovered still living as victims
in the public eyes who pledge allegiance
every other brother has been compromised
i know the secrets
s_xually abused
i see them daily
burying they pain
in chains and tatoo’s
so listen close
before you start to pass judgement on how he moved
learn how he coped whenever his uncle
had to walk him from school his anger grows
deep in misogyny this is post traumatic
so i set free myself from all the guilt
that i thought i made so i set free my mother
all the hurt that she titled shame so i set free our children
make good karma keep them with god
so i set free the hearts filled with hatred
keep our bodies sacred as i set free all your abusers
this is transformation
[outro: dylnmbry]
my auntie is a man now
i think i’m old enough to understand now
drinking parmesan with her hat turned backwards
church his auntie is a man now

- dylnmbry

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