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dethlord - years of disgust كلمات أغنية

__years of disgust__

you want the truth? it’s rot
piled high in the back of my skull
smiles i faked. rage i swallowed
every “i’m fine” was another body dumped
this ain’t trauma — it’s tradition
this ain’t anger — it’s _residue_
i’ve been holding it in so long it grew t__th

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__\[hook 1]__
i been holdin’ it in for years — now it leak
smiles rot off, i can’t even speak
every hug i gave was clenched disgust
every breath i held just gathered rust
i ain’t healed — i just shut up fast
you call it growth — i call it _mask_
say i’m strong? nah, i just adjust
__built this rage on years of disgust__

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__\[verse 1]__
i played nice while they stabbed my spine
learnеd how to choke without showin’ a sign
i said “i’m chill” while my fists went numb
i lеt ‘em in — then i came undone
(_pause_)
you think i’m quiet? that’s _fuse control_
you think i’m healed? that’s _damage enrolled_
every word you said still rot my brain
still taste your guilt in a faucet of pain
i ain’t mean — i’m just past the point
where “forgive” don’t lube the joint
i drag my past like a chain of glass
and swing that sh_t when the moment crash
you see “resilience” — i see crust
you hear “i’m good” — i taste disgust
i let you live in what i suppress
__now drown in the years i never expressed__

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__\[hook 2]__
years of disgust in my bloodstream steady
every fake “it’s cool” made me hold that heavy
you smile wide — i grind my jaw
you call it peace — i call it flaw
you don’t want truth — you want my leash
you don’t want help — you want my grief
i gave you trust — you gave me dust
__so now i swing with years of disgust__

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__\[verse 2]__
i don’t forget — i just log receipts
stored every slight like a war technique
i said “it’s fine” and bit my tongue
now i taste iron with every one
(_direct_)
you lied loud — i listened hard
now i paint truth in prison yards
say i’m cold — i _chose that vibe_
learned how to rot and stay alive
i don’t lash out — i wait and press
turn that pain to _permanent stress_
then one day — i _casually_ snap
and turn your spine to a victory lap
ain’t no healing — just load and tuck
ain’t no cure — just bile and muck
you want closure? you want trust?
__too late — i’m built from disgust__

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__\[hook 3]__
years of disgust got me twisted and loud
talk to the wall like i’m talkin’ to crowds
said i’m healed — i just lied again
put my smile on like a broken friend
i laugh wrong, i move real slow
i don’t flinch — i just _let it grow_
you want love? i give you rust
__whole body wired with years of disgust__

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__\[verse 3]__
i don’t vent — i decay in silence
stack up grudges like social science
kept it quiet so long it burned
now every nerve just twist and turn
(_fast_)
say “let it go” — i hold it tight
say “be kind” — i sharpen spite
they said “forgive” — i wrote a list
then carved it slow into both my wrists
you call it petty — i call it _fuel_
you played nice — i changed the rule
i been fake too long to play it fair
now i breathe hate like it’s f_ckin’ air
ain’t no hug that fix this cut
ain’t no sorry that unbuilds what
you left in me to rot and bust
__so now i spit up years of disgust__

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__\[hook 4]__
i don’t cry — i just load and stare
built a soul outta ash and wear
say i’m over it — i’m under a flood
say i’m soft — i been eatin’ blood
you hug loud — i dodge with grace
you beg peace — i erase your face
this ain’t pain — this is _custom rust_
__you talk to a wall of years of disgust__

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__\[outro]__
__i didn’t heal. i didn’t let go.__
__i didn’t move on — i just went cold.__
__you thought i forgot? you thought i forgave?__
__nah. i built a throne from every wave.__
__years of disgust — engraved and blunt.__
__i don’t yell anymore… i _hunt_.__

- dethlord

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