d hawk - waves كلمات الأغنية
(intro)
i often refer to my mind as
an ocean of insecurity
this ocean is never still
but instead it varies in intensity and activity
right now it is as calm as possible
this stage is called
tidal waves
in this stage
i’m faced with many ups and downs
i rise and regress
i come to face with peace
sometimes
and if i need release
i just may write some rhymes
but nevertheless… i’m trapped
ok so no profanity has crossed my teeth
but i still curse in the thoughts i think
i know a ticket to freedom was bought for me
therefore i’m the only thing stopping me
from walking free
but it’s tough to see
a life away from insecurity
see this insecurity was birthed
further than i can remember
1st grade at my church-school
we did praise and worship each morning
and i kinda wanted to partic-p-te
but the ocean came storming
these lines important
i thought if i moved i’d be taunted at
like if i jump around they’re gonna laugh
that kid put up the 10” gl-ss
and i just watched praise and worship p-ss
and that resonates sometimes to this day
one on ones in cl-ss don’t know what to say
and so i run away because
i’m used to being that kid
like if i speak up i’ll be laughed at and
humiliated
so i sit back
relax
come to peace
relapse
look back at that kid and see him laugh
surfs a wave as he p-ssed
splashed a thought in my face:
them scars still ain’t erased…
ok but they’ve begun to fade
ima state my claim
stand my ground
jump for joy till this gl-ss falls down
i won’t run away
ima take these pounds
won’t be knocked out
i will rejoice till the sun and moon make rounds
because peace comes in the morning
then the ocean begins storming
then these bad thoughts begin pouring in
my visionś skewed and distorted
this time itś too huge to ignore it
i put on my headphones that don’t let noise in
see my friends and ignore them
keep my eyes pointed the ground
to avoid any eye contact
as if i want that
and so i hide behind my hat
only looking up to find my cl-ss
then its right back down to attack my pad
find the lake and i just might laugh
get a beat stuck in my head
and this just might last
get home at night and i lay my tracks
then jump in bed cause my bedtimeś p-ssed
in the morning a new cycles lap
yeah
yeah
yeah…
i told y’all the ocean is no game
i claim peace but adore pain
that kid said dusean is still your name
d hawk i’ve clipped your wings
i will not be ignored
you will not end my story yet
i can still take charge don’t forget
i’m the only one who can get you out of this
without me you’re a goner
sure to implode
mr. suicide bomber
tapped on my shoulder
my friends don’t know what they’re doing
instantly my mood shows improvement
smile and resparked my revolution
recreating my revelation
reminding me i’m not alone
reminding me that they’re here with me
pulling me from insecurity
and i continue trying to live perfectly
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