charles galbasin's spinoff work - pseudobulbar كلمات أغنية
that kid on the album cover is dead, he died from what you did, he died from what you said
that kid on the album cover is dead, he died from all the thoughts that you put in his head
that kid on the album cover is dead, he died dearth of food ‘cause you left him unfed
that kid on the album cover is dead, he died unrested, but now he’ll forever rest
you could’ve saved him, but watched him k!ll himself instead
you could’ve saved him, but watched him k!ll himsеlf instead
you could’ve saved him, but watchеd him k!ll himself instead
you could’ve saved him, but made him_..
since a kid, i ain’t get a l!ck of sleep, not a blink, not a wink
and if i did, it ain’t be counting sheep, it would be counting demons chasing me in my dreams, and they’d always catch up
as i felt the incision, it would sting, felt the blood squirt like anxiety just dispensing from my flesh, cold and painful
had to wait for every drop to leave, ‘fore i could wake up and remember that my realities more terrifying
there i’m laying in my bed every night with tenebris in my head
all these evil thoughts sayin’ i’m “better dead.”
telling me to scratch the clown_paint off with all my keratin
leaving bl__dy chunks of my skin under my lunulas
argue a lot with it: that part of my mind twisted enough to define “twisted.”
i struggle to fight, i tussle, but it just prys my id
the memories i relive, i sit there at 3 am, remembering what you did
how you took advantage of me when i was a kid
polluted my youthful mind, and used me just like a knife
abused me with every word that you had ever said
how you truly convinced me that you did nothing wrong
how you truly convinced me i’m useless and i’m wrong
i see my reflection in my razor, and if i see you in it, i’m using it to do what you wanted me to. so you win and i lose, god d_mn
i ain’t even know if you know what you did, but i’ve slammed my head into every wall ’cause of you
i’ve scratched my face and i still have the scars ‘cause of you
i’ve punched my thighs so hard that they bruised
and i thought of every suicidal thought i’ve had ‘cause of you
you raped my brain, cut all it’s wires and watched it die
then you lied, now they all think i’m the bad one, but you..
you raped my brain, cut all it’s wires and watched it die
now that kid is dead
you could’ve saved him, but made him pleasure you instead
you could’ve saved him, but made him pleasure you instead
you could’ve saved him, but made him pleasure you instead
you could’ve saved him, but made him pleasure you instead
still i feel the need to say that i am sorry for the sh_t that i did
it was awful, but i was a f_cking kid, and the sh_t you did still haunts me
you’re my worst f_cking trauma, i was just f_cking obnoxious
i can not believe you’d ever try to compare our mistakes
i would overstay my welcome, but you’d f_cking violate
time and time and time again, didn’t treat me like a friend
you would yell, you’d cuss, you’d scream
you say i ain’t deserve to live, then the second we dated, you went and made me wish i didn’t
and now i’ll always feel like your sl_t
i’ll never feel like i’m enough
i’ll always feel like i should cut
i’ll never feel alright again
and look who k!lled the lights again
yeah, look who built my strife, who built my plight, whose in the knife again
now i can never say these things, but i will never crave again
won’t let my mind be raped again, that sh_t is yesterday
and this is more a transformation then ass_m_nt of your ways
yeah, i won’t ever be okay the way i was before i knew you, but i’ll make a new okay that’s even better than before you
i’ll be more than just some artist, i’ll be human in a way that the future of technology could never replicate
i love my brain through the storms
i love my brain through the storms
i love my brain through the storms
that kid on the album cover has just been reborn
(voice_memo)
just know that you’re strong, and you’re brave, and.. you may think you’re doing the absolute worst but just_ you staying here.. for all these years after you thought you wouldn’t stay,.. that shows how strong you are, honey
that_ that_.. shows_ that.. you want to stay, and.. i’m proud of you
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