bj the queen - hey mom كلمات الأغنية
[intro]
f_ck
hey mom i just wanna know
did you actually want me?
i mean seriously, all you ever did
was put church above me
did you mean it when you said it?
did you mean it when you hugged me?
sh_t, when i was ten you told me
you loved god more than you loved me
[verse 1]
i’m not mad and i’m not sad
but thank the lord i had my dad
’cause if it weren’t for him who knows
where i would even end up at
don’t take defense, i’m stating facts
i still love you of course, but d_mn!
why was he the only one that reached out
when i needеd a hand, man?
f_ck it, though, i can’t change your mind
you’re grown inside anyways
but just know that that rеligion sh_t
will always get in the way
of us having a decent relationship
but one day i hope that you finally come around
but if you don’t, then that’s okay
careless, endless, every day
caring less, it just comes with age
i guess that why you are the way you are:
unbothered and unfazed
by the fact that you don’t know who your kid is
don’t know what to say
you don’t bother with anything
that puts a smile on my face
i’m used to it
you never payed attention to
what made me happy
all it was was read the bible, go to church
if i don’t, you attack me, or you smack me
lecturing me in the backseat
after church i couldn’t wait
to get back home and see my daddy, man
[verse 2]
honestly though, i ain’t tryna come off disrespectful
still my mama, i still love you, just gettin’ sh_t off my mental
i know that you did a lot for me
and did what you thought was essential
and i’m grateful that you always kept me safe
that’s fundamental
after all, you did bring me into this world and raise me
how could i not say thank you to my own mother? that’s just crazy
i know that you love me in your own way and i’m still your baby
you don’t like who i turned into, but i know that you don’t hate me
[verse 3]
i just wished you cared enough about me
to support my music
know my voice a gift from god
it’s not up to you how i use it
i know that you don’t understand
just know that i don’t abuse it
just because it’s out your comfort zone
does not mean that it’s useless
oh, and let us not forget
that i turned out g_y, what a twist!
you used to hide it from me and now
i became the thing you hid
ain’t that some sh_t? life work in funny ways
it must’ve made you sick
’cause when i told you i got married
ain’t get no congrats on it!
it’s cool though, i ain’t trippin’
i don’t let myself get stressed about it
i just keep it pushin’
i still love you, just not pressed about it
i’m still grateful of how you raised me
i wouldn’t be me without it
but us being able to connect one day?
i highly doubt it
i still want you happy
and when i make it just know i gotchu
keep you spoiled just so i can see you
and the sh_t i bought you
pay off all your bills
and handle any of your lawsuits
i know you ain’t dead
but honestly, mom, it feels like i lost you
[outro]
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