b.s.p - sick of being me كلمات الأغنية
[chorus]
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m tired of being the reason i am hurting
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m sorry if i hurt you
that’s not what i meant to do
[verse 1]
lately i feel sp-ced out
like i’m not here, mind is always filled with doubt
i’m tired of being empty
i’m tired of being me
i’m the reason for the emptiness inside of me
it’s why i bleed
i wanna change but i don’t know how
figuring out makes me wanna shout
lay in bed, late at night
blasting tunes, then i cry
that means it’s something bad
i’m looking back at the things that i had once had
and now i’m standing here about to end it all
in my room but then i get one phone call
never mind i thought i heard my phone
it’s just my mind reminding me that i am alone
i’m sitting in my room in the dark, writing this song
wondering why i’ve felt this pain so long
i’m tired of depression
i’m always disrespected
i shut my mouth but it’s hard not to speak when you’re neglected
[chorus]
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m tired of being the reason i am hurting
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m sorry if i hurt you
that’s not what i meant to do
[verse 2]
and lately i feel stressed out
doubling school barely getting into bed now
i’m tired of all the drama i just keep my head down
search love from people i need it from god now
he’s always waiting but i pushed him away, how
did i get this bad
it makes me mad
you’ll never see me sad
’cause vulnerability is something that i have
i don’t like saying i’m depressed
’cause i’m not
i just got a lot of things that are clouding up my thoughts
like all the people i should reach out to but i’m not
they’re always there for me but i feel like they are not
i guess a part of me is ungrateful and unstable
i blamed a lot of things on people ’cause i was unable
to full see the picture but now i am able
but i still play the victim ’cause i’m able
i always feel like people turn on me like cain to able
like i’m locked in a cell and chained to a table
and every time we talk i always turn away now
i’m stuck being me and nothing feels okay now
[chorus]
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m tired of being the reason i am hurting
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m sorry if i hurt you
that’s not what i meant to do
[bridge]
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m tired of being the reason i am hurting
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m sorry if i hurt you
that’s not what i meant to do
[outro]
(i’m sorry)
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m tired of being the reason i am hurting
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m sorry if i hurt you
that’s not what i meant to do
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m tired of being the reason i am hurting
i’m sick of being me
i’m tired of losing
i’m sorry if i hurt you
that’s not what i meant to do
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