b.k.p. - going through changes كلمات الأغنية
hook:
i’m going through changes
i’m going through changes
verse 01:
lately i really, feel like my life is becoming silly
feel like i’m losing control of myself, i swear me
apologize if all that i sound like is i’m complaining
but my life keeps on complicating, and
i debate every time leaving the world every evening
no one can see i’m grieving, i try and hide and i do it
i try and act like i’m high and mighty
but inside, i’m crying, i finally realize i need help
i can’t do this myself, i’m weak
a year i’ve been having ups and downs
smoking with friends, dilly dallying
around with these ideas, of ending this pity party right here
i hate my f-ckin reflection, i sit around my house tryna fight tears
i can’t stand what it look like, yeah, it’s horrible, but does anyone care?
i ain’t give a f-ck, only thing i fear, is ie
i’m afraid if my eyes close she might not….sh-t
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verse 02:
i lock myself in my bedroom, own room, napping til noon
yeah i’m always in a happy mood, but i have f-cking issues
”please i f-cking miss you, i can’t leave without you
and i’m fallen off with my sk!lls, and my own family are
laughin at you”
i’m just got problems i’m too p-ssy to tackle, f-cked up
be the man, that, a real man’s man would’ve had they sh-t handled
i know ma you got your heart ripped out and crushed
i know i just dipped out, i just whipped out and ran
nah, i ain’t just gon leave you like that
i wouldn’t f-cking do that, no-body, i’ll run first
but thinking of it only makes my head hurt
now i smoke mary, adderall, some alcohol
”where you going bwee?, don’t leave me!”
gotta a sister who loves me like a father
and i can’t believe i left her when, i left her
but it’s the best interest to protect my only daughter
and i just lost my f-ckin mind set, so f-ck it, i’m guessin then:
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verse 03:
my friends can’t understand this new me
an atomic bomb man, but think how crazy you’d be
you’d feel what’s it like too be me
if you were raised in this shame and growing in a different zoo
and everybody’s laughing at you, what you want me to do?
life’s starting to be a recluse and the truth is
my past is starting to give me an excuse, to be at an all-time low
i sit alone in my bedroom, watching videos of me back
when i was bullied, them bad nights, i was still alive
and it hurts so i… fast forward, mary makes me put these aside
and if you can call me in the middle of the night
i’ll just try and ignite, yeah yeah ma believe that when i recite
i ain’t slowing down for no one, my feet are almost touching the ground
almost failing in life, d-mn breon c’mon, dole it out
”bwee, don’t you leave on me; bwee, hold your common ground!”
f-ck, i hear this f-cking sound of her voice
yeah baby hold my frown
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verse 04:
wake up in a wake of destruction, full of lies, but somehow i’m twisting through
swear when i come back i’mma be bulletproof
i’mma do it just for you, i think i should state a few
facts, cause i may not get another chance again to state these truths
f-ck it just hit me for the people that have not made it through
i talk about the things i wouldn’t get to say to you
i’ma make it right for you so here’s what i came to do
ie this verse is for you, joc and my brothers too
i still love you ——, that’ll never change
think about you every day, we just couldn’t love each other this way
hey, i wish there was a better way, for me to say this
but i swear on everything, i’d do anything for you on any day
there is too many thoughts i wanna say
but 16 lines ain’t gon show my emotions, but hey
i wish i couldn’t feel pain, but mary helps me when there ain’t
i ain’t placing blame, i ain’t making shame
heaven knows i’ve never been a saint
i know it just feels like i like your picture on instagram
it p-sses our history, looked at ie’s picture today, no lies any day
i miss you crying constantly, wish may didn’t end that way
mom i had to get away, i can’t tell why
i don’t know what else to say, i guess i’m
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