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april aberdeen - sincerely lyrics
first section
[intro]
i can still taste your lips when i kiss you goodnight
still feel your warmth in my bed it’s a vibe
i dont really see my appeal but im glad that you do
because you know i like you too
[verse 1]
and i like all my friends even when i get annoyed
tradin all my cigs for some drugs for the boys
and i might sneak some for myself, put it down in my drawer
cuz you know i really hate to get bored
[verse 2]
everybody worried that im really gonna die and i get why, i dont live a safe life, dont act like a wise guy
head aches all the time cuz i stay up too late
stomach hurtin nauseous cuz i forget to get a plate
what’s the date you can tell me and ill show up
i dont really like socializing though i might throw up
its easier to place your confidence in other people
but then people see me as feeble
f_ck it
i dont gotta live for opinions
do what i can get nervous and fidget
shakin all the time like i got a disease
u ask me if im fine u know it’s just how i be
where to go you can tell me and ill show up
though i might be busy doin nothing and not show up
spent a lotta time people tellin me to grow up
daddy gettin mad but we resolved it so let’s glo up
[chorus]
spend your money on me if u wanna throw it back
spend your money on me i could use some new tats
i know u got issues and you know i got my problems and money’s not gonna solve em but let’s f_ck around for fun
spend your money on me if u wanna throw it back
spend your money on me throw them racks on my ass
i know u got issues and you know i got my problems and money’s not gonna solve em but let’s f_ck around for fun
second section
[bridge]
pop a pill and im alive again
i be me hey
[verse 1]
i got some money
time to blow it all
im smokin fivers
alone in my room
i dont got no money
im broke as f_ck
[verse 2]
i got some money
takin some pills
smoke away the time
alone in my room
i dont got nothing
im broke as f_ck
and everybody wants to borrow cigs
[chorus]
i dont have money
pills keep me alive
i dont have money
i dont have money
[outro]
i dont have money
pills keep me alive
(i dont have money)
third section
[verse 3]
separate the highs from the lows
gets kinda difficult when you got dysthymia
i dont gotta separate the whites in my clothes
cuz i forget to do laundry too often
dont watch me, i can talk a lot
but i dont wanna get coffee
i hate comin down takin pills just to maintain
brain_state where i dont gotta think but that ain’t really where creativity takes place
it’s hard to be honest when you can’t understand
societal systems and addictions in my glands
im careful with my drugs cuz i dont wanna die
but i do sometimes but i push it to the side
and life is a dyptich, a tryptich, trippin bout this sh_t that sh_t, madness
does god got a plan who cares
i be dealin with this sh_t first hand
[chorus]
spend your money on me if u wanna throw it back
spend your money on me i could use some new tats
i know u got issues and you know i got my problems and money’s not gonna solve em but let’s f_ck around for fun
pop a pill and im alive again hey
poppin pills and catch a vibe again hey
i got all this haze in my room it be what it come to i got holes in my sheets and my clothes too
fourth section
[instrumental]
[verse 4]
im high again, melting in a nice way
i been working on this song for the last couple days
and i chip away, till i get it done
i got plans for the melodies and the drums
clarity is strange, came down
sincerity’s my aim, i talked around
i can’t f_ck up no more or im f_cked hey
at least that sh_t makes sense
[verse 5]
i dont need tough love to learn i need tussin, sir
wide awake while i f_ckin burn
i see my mistakes and i’ve had some fun
time exists again, thank god i was caving in
when i go up and i come down i reset
sometimes i need a little reboot for my head
everything in some moderation
but the drugs tonight put things in placement
im hungry so i made food, good on that (go me)
ill record this verse tomorrow so i get some sleep
i dont wanna wake up any neighbors i ain’t stressin about papers
i got my whole entire life to get it done
now is not the time to be worried
now is the time to get me fixed
and i ain’t talkin bout a cross im talkin
do it dont just talk and make a genuine attempt to just succeed
i dont need to forget what’s fun
i still like cigarettes under the sun
i like holding hands with my special one
i like making things and clean air in my lungs
life is really great
yeah life is really great, im happy
why wait for sh_t to sort itself out
take action, life is really great
i feel like i can finally see clearly now
final section
[verse 6]
i didn’t really come all the way down yet
time means nothing, release me please
yeah release me again from this mortal coil
how do i verify my life
[outro]
i can still feel your warmth in my heart far away
and i know i can do better every day
and i know that im a mess but one day ill be alright
because ive got some loving people by my side
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